5:26 PM
attention all Dan Brown fans
guess what
they're making The Da Vinci Code into movie
its coming out around next year i think
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and Tom Hanks is playing Robert Langdon
seems that Dan Brown himself chose Tom Hanks to play Langdon
this movie is sure to make a very big fuss
Catholic churches sure aint gonna be happy
.
hmm
i wonder who's gonna play Sophie and Silas
its gonna be interresting
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:55 PM
went to catch monster-in-law today
well if you ask me
it aint worth my 9 and a half bucks
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yeah!!
my birthday's coming up in like 2 freaking more days!!
and so are the MT Os
but who cares about that
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i've been saving some money since the beginning of the year
and on monday believe it or not
i'm sort of going shopping yeah
anybody wanna join me?
haha
SHOPPING~!!
WEE!!
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wait a minute
sorry
girls shop
i'm just gonna go out and get myself some stuff
hahaha
lots and lots of stuff
bleahx
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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3:37 AM
damn
i'm up again and it's already about three thirty in the morning
this is the fourth time this week
have been having the same nightmare for the past week
don't even know why
its freaky
that's why haven't been sleeping well lately
hope they mean nothing and it blows over soon
i've got to stop waking up in the middle of the night sweating like hell
and now i can't sleep
bleahx
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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4:25 AM
living in a house of hatred
running away never returning
screaming aloud until my veins reach out
a place i do not belong is a place i do not return to
.
just like villages separated by vallies
or countries parted by an imaginary line of boundary
fruitless conflicts result in insignificant confrontation
so let what pain and horrors happen from it power will be drawn
.
a home is no longer what it's supposed to be
disfunctional, spoiled, broken
it's a disgrace to even be related to them
broken principles shattered morals corrupted values
.
their own personal demons they have unleashed
salvage whatever that remained is a fortunate turn of events
away from this demon's hole venture distances across
like north meets north having absolutely no contact
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it's about 4am right now
something has happened that has always been predictable
but for some reason i still let it happen
i guess it was not for me to decide
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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8:04 PM
damn
movie ticket prices have gone up
now its 9 and a half bucks on weekends
movies are getting ex
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star wars episode III was cool and sad at the same time
"predictable it was" as master yoda would have said
the movie was a little over 2 hours
about 2 and a quater
$9.50 gone for that
money well spent?
i don't know
i'm starting to wonder if any movie is worth $9.50
i sure do hope so
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i've had time to do alot of thinking lately
and i have been thinking
you're right
i think too much
but it really makes me wonder alot
about alot of things
bleahx
lazy to write here
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on the way home in the mrt i noticed alot of families around
many of them with their children still young
for the parents i can't say much about them
they look drained, tired, saturated
i won't say anymore
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:42 PM
yeah i'm back to blog again
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nothing much has happened lately
my mind hasn't been in a flux
everything's been really really quiet
these are the uneventful days of my life
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was reading my book today and was feeling kinda bored
so decided to call elicia
been a really long time since i last chatted with anybody on the phone
we talked about alots of stuff
friends, feelings, emotions and family
it's the f-word i dread the most
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was telling "elie" how much i dread some drama shows
especially if its about family and stuff
it'd get all my emotions in a flux
damn
fuck those shows
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seems that now i go home to the same routine every single day
after school i go home wondering if should i eat my lunch or not
if not means no food till dinner cept some snacks
then i'll be waiting alone at home for dinner to come home
.
elie seems to have a totally different story from mine
but who am i to post it here eh
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seems that i've had no feelings or emotions about anything lately
not even about friends
am i really that heartless?
i hope not even though you seem to think so
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friends
hmm
cliques are changing again
we grow apart each day
i don't even know why it happens
but it happens
.
one thing leads to another and that another thing has made me realise something
when people are in sadness i'm there
but when people are happy i surely aint with them
wow
even elie agrees with that
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hey elie
next time you wanna try a 3 and a half hour chat call me okay
my ear still hurts =X
*hint hint*
lol
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by the way for everybody out there
elie is short for elicia
in case you were wondering who i was talking about
see ya
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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3:57 PM
in the 5 periods before recess
i've already gotten my results for 4 subjects
chemistry physics e-maths a-maths
wow
that was fast
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my results are okay i guess
i'm not happy
i'm not sad
i'm not disappointed
i'm not glad
but i'm grateful with what i have
so i'll just take what i have
and let it be
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to everybody who didn't do as well as you wanted
i guess all i can say now is
try not to be too depressed about it okay
now have MT O-levels coming up
so faster relax abit
before 30th May comes
haha
30th May
*hint hint*
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:13 AM
i just heard this beautiful song
its just so freaking nice yeah
so relaxing
John Legend - Ordinary People
and i just downloaded the mp3!!
and i'm downloading the video right now!!
haha
you guys wanna listen then i'll send it to ya
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yesterday yesterday night which was i think friday night
surprise surprise
i stayed over at lun house again
terence too
think i've been going there too many times
but i don't wanna disturb lun and his family
especially since last few days he's been looking really tired
bleahx
better get your rest ok lun
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yesterday just found out that vionita is really a typical gal who loves shopping to the core
kinda like the total opposite of yina?
i don't know
but i know vio loves shoes & bags
hahaha
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P.S.: mich~!! i got a new song to share with ya!! haha
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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1:30 PM
if you dont like what you're doing to other people
and you dont know what to do about it
it so simple
just stop doing whatever it is to other people
just stop
.
last few days i've been in an okay mood
i am not happy
i am not sad
i am not glad
i am not angry
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well i am just not anything right now
weird
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chat with Irene last night
oh my god
she is so damn bloody freaking unbelievable chio
Irene~!! come back~!!
haha
well if you dont believe me just ask me
lene, mich and cheng hui all agree she's chio
lol
she really has changed alot
unlike me =(
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i'm really bored now that exams are over
i know MT O-levels are coming
but i'm kinda sick of MT
i just dont like it
bleahx
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so anybody out there
or even YOU~!!
YES YOU reading this now~!!
go cathch a movie or something with me k
haha
somebody save me~!
i'm bored
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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6:25 PM
if one cannot appreciate life
how can one appreciate love
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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2:55 PM
understanding people is difficult
sometimes you never know
what the other person is thinking about
or what that other person thinks of you
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sometimes you can never tuely know
if what you have done
has made that other person sincerely happy
or that you have disappointed that person
.
there are some things we will never know
just as sometimes, there are some people
we never really know what they are like
because they hide their faces behind masks
.
terence thinks that i think too much
well i think that terence is right
i think too much about this kind of stuff
that i think that's why some people are scared to befriend me
.
i've tried not to think so much
but i just cant help it
because some things never change
it's in my blood
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:58 AM
there comes a time in our lives
where we experience countless happiness
but there also comes a time where
change takes it all away
.
change is inevitable
it is something we cannot escape
change is something not everybody likes
and that includes me
.
when many changes happen to somebody
and happy experiences become only fond memories
some might become stubborn and hide from the outside world
not wanting to accept the change and move on with their lives
.
but what we should do is embrace it
treasure all your found memories and adapt to change
but whether the change is bad or good
unfortunately it is not for us to decide
.
so whenever you feel that it's difficult to move on
just remember that no matter what happens
i will always be here to help you
to you that's reading this right now
.
all you have to do is give me a call =)
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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10:45 PM
hmm
the last few days have been really interesting
been going to lun's house to so call "study"
but didn't do much
but its a good place to destress
.
yesterday went there
me, li fang, lun, amanda, jie min
fell asleep in the living room
slept on sofa and matresses
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lun's maid rocks
lala is her name
we keep asking where's tinky winky, dipsy and po
lol
and her cooking rocks
made french toast for us whenever we go there
still cook rice and stuff
but the best is that
yesterday
we had laksa
yummy
so nice
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last night was at lun house about 3 in the morning
so its like "last morning"?
lol
me, lun, terence, chua
we fell asleep there
woke up like 7 in the morning
haha
sorry eh lun
your house is just so comfy
lol
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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2:18 PM
english paper 1 was disappointing
i wrote out of point for the composition
i knew i was out of point but i still did it
i don't know what i'm doing
the functional writing was irritating
totally didn't know what to write
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amaths
need i say anymore
turns out that paper 1 was mostly about sec 3 work
wasted my time
spent the whole the day yesterday doing differentiation
didn't come out except for one part
not one question
only one part
wow
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anyway i think i shouldn't dwell on the past
what's done is done ya
gotta focus on other subjects
tomorrow's geog
gotta go study already
think my geog book is collecting dust
bye
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cheer up YOU
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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