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Monday, January 23, 2006

7:12 PM
hey. ok i know that i haven't really been updating alot recently. especially ever since i started schooling.
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well last sunday went dragonboating. signed up for dragonboat. they had their sea orientation yesterday. it wasn't my first time so i kinda knew what it was like. first time was with da SLs during camp. kinda tiring but way fun. by the time we started paddling out, it started raining. there were 3 boats in total and after a lil practice here and there, the 3 boats raced. the boat i was on had 2 wins and 1 draw. not bad eh. after that went stadium to bathe before heading home. went home as a group me, li jian, yu xiang, hariz and some of da cedar gals. da cedar gals are crazy. they laugh in all sorts of weird ways. lol. you have to see it to believe it. cracked lame jokes all da way from kallang to suntec and suntec to bishan. havoc seh in da mrt.
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got nothing much to say about my CT. cant say i like my CT cant say i dislike them.
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cant believe i'm still playing pool even though school's started. usually play with terence and lun. even played with cheng hui da other day. lol.
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jc pe is crazy. last week we ran 10 rounds. that's 4km in case you didn't know. today, we ran 12 rounds. 4.8km. suicidal man. timing was rather bad. pai seh ah.
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i miss my secondary malay class!!

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

2:02 AM
hey!
its been a really long time since i last updated
i apologise to all those you've been checking out my blog only to be faced with the same old entry
its 2006 so happy new year to all
jc has finally started!
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orientation was fun i guess
OG25 rocks!! the others are all stones!! haha
but the best part of the whole orientation was the disco night
the hall was turned into a disco
there was a dj playing music and everybody was dancing to the beat
it was as if the whole school was clubbing
the disco night made everybody really high
was shocked when i saw some of those quiet ones actually dancing
and damn they can sure dance
so that night turned out to be kinda cool
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lectures already starting on monday
so fast eh
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i also found out quite a few friend connections this week
first, i finally got khairunisa's contact through stella who's in my OG
we haven't talked for like 7 years? since p3!!
also, i found out that sarah's really close friends with carol and san san
they're in my OG too
agnes is also at nyjc
she's my pri school friend whom i've not seen for 4 years
i couldn't even recognise her
she was the one who saw me first
she looks kinda different
quelyn's also at nyjc
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well this aint gonna be a very long entry so i guess i'll end here
take care guys
see ya

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

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Friday, December 16, 2005

4:16 PM
its been a really long time since i last updated
so here it goes
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02 december
farewell dinner
went with samantha yeo but when we reached there she went to find jun hong, sook har they all. so i was like "whatever la". luckily the malay gals reached already along with yassir and faisal. raudiyah was the first to reach i think amongst them. a while later carmen, lun, linda and kk also arrived. everybody was looking so classy and stylish. unfortunately, ivan ng, wen hao and teck kiat wore the same as lun. lol. by then, the photo frenzy had already started.
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when up to the ballroom. saw mrs goh there. said "hi" to her. but she just ignored me. never mind. i kinda understand how pissed at me she is. we got our tickets and checked out where we were sitting. i was at table 54 if i ain't wrong. carmen sat at the same table as me. along with sin yee, winnie, nicolette, ann, nathan, marilyn, vernisa. lun, linda and keng keat sat with their classes. the food wasn't bad. it was ok i guess but people didn't really bother about the food everybody keep walking round taking photos and stuff. even while people were giving speeches, there were people walking round. =/
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the programme was kinda boring. speech after speech. didn't really followed it. there was no dance floor too. disappointed. furthermore, half way through the batteries to my camera went dead. yeah that sucks right. ended up sharing camera with carmen.
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when it was finally time to go home. had some trouble getting a cab. but when we finally did it was already 1+. went to lun's house for a few more photos before heading home.
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guess i'll blog about obs some other day
see ya

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

12:34 AM
first thing's first
i wanna wish a very happy bday
to lil miss sammie wong
today's her bday yup
don't know how you celebrated or gonna celebrate but enjoy yourself k
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let me just update about the past week
monday
i went shopping with linda, lun & kk
carmen's overseas so yeah she obviously didn't go
met agnes & lene too
wanted to get the raya photos from agnes
thanks again agnes!!
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tuesday
afternoon went to play pool with lun & linda
terence supposed to go but i think he overslept
he way overslept like till 2+ i think
haha never mind
evening i met up with mich
and we went to al dente for dinner
al dente was great
the lasagna i had was niceeee
the atmosphere was also really nice
had a great view of the CBD and abit of the spore river too
hope to go there again one day
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today
i just did my own stuff
went out alone to look for my shirt
i'm getting desparate
went all over to search
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tomorrow
most likely i'm planning to meet up with some of my primary school friends
been a really long time
for some its been like 4 years since i last saw them
i don't even see shabri anymore
even though he lives in the same blk as me
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friday
farewell dinner
alot of stuff already happening before the dinner even starts
for one, i'm really sorry to the people i'm supposed to go with
but ended up not going with instead
i feel really bad for what i did
sorry
second, people are saying that they don't feel like going anymore
i don't really know why also
third, (and unfortunately the most frustrating)
mrs goh is asking me to wear my school uniform and blazer there
but i just don't want to
i find it stupid to pay for the dinner and being asked to wear school uniform
i also see no point in dressing up for that day
but being able to only wear it for half the night
and wearing school uniform for the other half
i understand that what mrs goh says is true
that as the head-prefect i represent the student body and stuff
but i guess i'm just being stubborn eh
i don't want people to remember me as the head-prefect
i rather people remember me for who i am; myself
mrs goh is sure gonna be pissed at me this friday
i hope she doesn't kill me
and i regret ending my secondary school life on such a sour note with her
hope she understands
i'm sorry mrs goh
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well that just about it
my week that is
maybe i'll update again this weekend
got OBS next week too
see ya people

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Sunday, November 27, 2005

4:09 PM
heya people
i'm updating just to let you people know that i'll almost never be online anymore
my computer really has an attitude problem
it refuses to be switched on
but for those of you who actually do see me online
it might be beacuse of one of the following:
1) i'm at a friend's house using the com
2) my com was having a good day and decided to let me use it
3) you are daydreaming way too much about me
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but i doubt it'll be because of the last point
by the way, anybody who knows of anybody
who's also trying to get into nyjc
please do let me know
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i better end here before my com finds out that i'm blogging =)

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

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Thursday, November 17, 2005

1:56 PM
heya people
tomorrow is the last day of the 'O's!!
yeah that's right
all the while that we people have been saying, "ahh.. 'O's die ar.."
well, we've survived it all
most of the papers so far have been quite ok
to me, the e-maths & a-maths papers are the easiest
hoping to score an A for both
as for the hardest papers, i guess that would be the physics paper 2
it was insane
i aint too confident about my SS paper too
geog & english just ok
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next wed having some briefing about the first 3 months jc
found out michelle already got the booklet about how to apply and the cutoff points
guess my school's inefficient eh
hahaha
well, in case some of you are wondering whats the cut-off point for some of the jcs
nyjc>> sci:10 arts:13
cjc>>> sci:13 arts:14
srjc>> sci:18 arts:18
yjc>> sci:20 arts:20
(thanks to mich for the info)
now i'm really thinking about where i wanna go
argh
think think think!!
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i noticed something about what some people said about my hairstyle
seems that most of the teachers think that my old curly, frizzy hairstyle is better
especially mrs goh, mr ng & ms shamsudin
but i think most of my friends say i look better now
oh wells, you be the judge
maybe mrs goh, mr ng & ms shamsudin like curly hair cause that was the 'in' thing during their time eh hahaha
all i know is that ms shamsudin keeps saying, "rudy, your hairstyle looks weird.." everytime i see her
bleahx =/
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good luck to all taking the poa paper 1 in about 5 minutes time
and all taking chemistry tomorrow
tomorrow's the last day of 'O's!!
seems that everybody is so busy after the exams
i have like almost nothing =/
see ya

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Sunday, November 06, 2005

3:17 AM
time now's about 3+
i just love the feeling of staying awake at this hour
everything's so calm, quiet and cool
its so peaceful and tranquil
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lately been studying more i guess
i don't know why but the nearer it gets to the exams the better i can study eh
i kinda sound like a last minute person right
and i can't wait for the next two weeks to be over
some might say i'm crazy cause i'm looking forward to the exams
but no, i'm looking forward to the end of the exams eh
don't get me wrong
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lately people have also been telling me that i keep alot of stuff to myself
they say i don't open up to other people or something like that
well i can't say that you're wrong or anything
i also think so
i guess it's just difficult for me to trust people eh
had bad experiences with trust before
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wells nothing else to blog about
so guess i'll end here
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too bad bishan doesn't have a 24hours mac
i suddenly got the craving for a fillet-o-fish =)

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

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shadowy wishes

my own computer
sling bag
shoes
new furniture for my room
black eyed peas cd
new clothes
electrico cd
the afters cd

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