tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60550032011-04-22T02:39:21.134+08:00No namewHeRe I TaLk cRaP...Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comBlogger1911100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1138015588442783372006-01-23T19:12:00.000+08:002006-01-23T19:26:28.453+08:00hey. ok i know that i haven't really been updating alot recently. especially ever since i started schooling..well last sunday went dragonboating. signed up for dragonboat. they had their sea orientation yesterday. it wasn't my first time so i kinda knew what it was like. first time was with da SLs during camp. kinda tiring but way fun. by the time we started paddling out, it started raining. Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1136686828901681992006-01-07T02:02:00.000+08:002006-01-08T10:20:28.936+08:00hey!its been a really long time since i last updatedi apologise to all those you've been checking out my blog only to be faced with the same old entryits 2006 so happy new year to alljc has finally started!.orientation was fun i guessOG25 rocks!! the others are all stones!! hahabut the best part of the whole orientation was the disco nightthe hall was turned into a discothere was a dj playing Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1134723522385534292005-12-16T16:16:00.000+08:002005-12-16T17:51:30.226+08:00its been a really long time since i last updatedso here it goes.02 decemberfarewell dinnerwent with samantha yeo but when we reached there she went to find jun hong, sook har they all. so i was like "whatever la". luckily the malay gals reached already along with yassir and faisal. raudiyah was the first to reach i think amongst them. a while later carmen, lun, linda and kk also arrived. Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1133369888675381912005-12-01T00:34:00.000+08:002005-12-01T00:58:08.730+08:00first thing's firsti wanna wish a very happy bdayto lil miss sammie wongtoday's her bday yupdon't know how you celebrated or gonna celebrate but enjoy yourself k.let me just update about the past weekmondayi went shopping with linda, lun & kkcarmen's overseas so yeah she obviously didn't gomet agnes & lene toowanted to get the raya photos from agnesthanks again agnes!!.tuesdayafternoon went to Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1133079357362600942005-11-27T16:09:00.000+08:002005-11-27T16:15:57.373+08:00heya peoplei'm updating just to let you people know that i'll almost never be online anymoremy computer really has an attitude problemit refuses to be switched onbut for those of you who actually do see me onlineit might be beacuse of one of the following:1) i'm at a friend's house using the com2) my com was having a good day and decided to let me use it3) you are daydreaming way too much about Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1132206992573763972005-11-17T13:56:00.000+08:002005-11-17T14:00:38.606+08:00heya peopletomorrow is the last day of the 'O's!!yeah that's rightall the while that we people have been saying, "ahh.. 'O's die ar.."well, we've survived it allmost of the papers so far have been quite okto me, the e-maths & a-maths papers are the easiesthoping to score an A for bothas for the hardest papers, i guess that would be the physics paper 2it was insanei aint too confident about my SS Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1131250545452125932005-11-06T03:17:00.000+08:002005-11-06T12:15:45.466+08:00time now's about 3+i just love the feeling of staying awake at this houreverything's so calm, quiet and coolits so peaceful and tranquil.lately been studying more i guessi don't know why but the nearer it gets to the exams the better i can study ehi kinda sound like a last minute person rightand i can't wait for the next two weeks to be oversome might say i'm crazy cause i'm looking forward to Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1130852468421425852005-11-01T21:40:00.000+08:002005-11-01T21:41:08.483+08:00its kinda been a normal week for mestudying a lil bit here and therenothing much happening tooso i actually have nothing to blog about todaybut i'm here anyway so i might as well say something rightsome people have also been bugging me to update too.wells its been four years since i came to braddell-westlakethough i never wanted to come to this schoolfate told me that i really had no choice in Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1130168045047819232005-10-24T23:36:00.000+08:002005-10-24T23:34:05.076+08:00hey peoplewell i've uploaded a new song onto my blogits been quite a while since i last changed my songand in case you don't know whats this songwell it's the opening song for "Bleach"and in case you don't know what's bleach, its basically a really cool anime lajap raphaha.nothing much happening latelystuff that's supposed to be on my mind as well as everybody else's would be"study" "o-level" "Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1129864516678774092005-10-21T11:07:00.000+08:002005-10-21T11:15:16.683+08:00hey people!!i'm back!!did cha miss me? =Pbleahx.i woke up this morning still kinda sleepy and stuffand i decided what the hecktried my luck on switched on my comand it didn't make that annoying noise and was working!!hahaphew~.i guess now everything's back to normal with my combut i think that my com has an attitude problem or something like thati didn't do anything to it and it was so-called Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1129535473724883792005-10-17T15:41:00.000+08:002005-10-17T15:51:14.463+08:00my com is screwed peopleso guess this i gonna be like my last post for a very long timeright now at lun's housejust to blog cause there's something wrong with my comof cause i'm here to study toosupposed to teach terence A-maths but....bleahx.anyways, just wanna update about some stufflast friday went to nyjc with mich & enso far all that i know is that cai ping is the only person i know theremetRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1128862236473604322005-10-09T20:50:00.000+08:002005-10-09T20:58:16.246+08:00hey heyi'm definitely gonna blog tonighti wont say it was an eventful weekend cause i didnt really do muchbut it was definitely a great weekend.saturdaywell for most of the saturday afternoon was spent at homeboringi had like no mood to do anything at all.anywaysthe part i've been waiting for so long was in the eveningi left my house at what? 6pm i guessmrt was kinda packok la maybe no so packwasRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1128500087607463562005-10-05T16:14:00.000+08:002005-10-05T16:15:43.866+08:00hey peepsi'm backgonna blog about yesterdaykayaking~!!.yesterday we SL went kayaking at macritchefirst time kayaking there but of cause it wasn't my first time kayakingi've like kayak so many times beforeeverybody had to pair up so i was with sammie wongkayaking was great he went quite far from the starting point all the way to inside like one of the corners of the reservoir(i don't think that's Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1128344681437866642005-10-03T21:01:00.000+08:002005-10-03T21:04:41.496+08:00well welli've finally gotten back all my prelim results todayand i have to say that i'm really glad about themam i satisfied?yesam i grateful?yesam i happy?yes.before this week i already had the results for 4 subjectsso all's that's left is humanities and englishfirst block lesson was humanitieswe had to do a mock test before we could get our paperi didn't really have the mood to do the paper Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1128007465030623632005-09-29T23:23:00.000+08:002005-09-29T23:24:25.036+08:00so predictable.Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1127999379726566702005-09-29T21:11:00.000+08:002005-09-29T21:11:13.810+08:00prelims were over for quite some time nowhow i did?well so far i've only gotten the results of 4 subjectsam i satisfied?i guess soam i happy?i dont think soam i grateful?yes i am.now all that's left to do is to wait for my english and humanities resultsshould be out by monday.one big issue that's been popping up these pass few days is the prefectsit seems that one of the prefects got into troubleRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1127561384846057152005-09-24T19:21:00.000+08:002005-09-24T19:29:45.433+08:00yeahi can finally update!!sorry to all those who read my blog eh (if any)my com has kinda been screwed latelyinternet explorer doesn't really work except on some websitesi cant even check my own e-mail!!cant even read other people's blogsbleahx.but all this is now changed thanks to....sammie!!hahashe sent me mozilla firefox installerits something like internet explorer layeah sammie!!thanks Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1126771383693344972005-09-15T16:02:00.000+08:002005-09-15T16:06:36.423+08:00hey heyi'm back i'm backback for what you sayi'm back to blog of course*lames*.you remember yesterday i said that i got more stuff to blog aboutwell guess whati decided that i ain't gonna blog about itlike people keep telling me, and i quote, "dun think too much ehs."yes yes i knowbut you cant expect me not to think about anything righti'll just be as good as brain dead rightoh wells.today as i Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1126709725872093752005-09-14T22:54:00.000+08:002005-09-14T22:55:25.910+08:00i just need to blog right nowno more 'chim' stuff todayjust my blog entry plain and simple.well it's getting on my nerves againi'm in the middle of the so called 'cold war' at homewhether i like it or notsometimes it really irritates mebut guess i'll just have to be patient and just live with itjust shut up and live with it rudy! quit complaining!.prelims started this weektomorrow's english paperRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1126435617006056082005-09-11T18:46:00.000+08:002005-09-11T18:47:14.980+08:00the present has finally caught up with the futuretime comes knocking at your door with news of what's to comepreparation two years worth has made you focused and maturebut the air of confidence not arrogance that you need is gone.your mind capacityis at its limit that's what you figureyou fear distractions, temptations you mind will give in tofaith keeps your hopes alive but the troubles and Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1126367374686636322005-09-10T23:59:00.000+08:002005-09-10T23:57:17.470+08:00one day you wake up and you suddenly realisethat which you once took so long to fosterwere the very reason, cause and origin of your very own demiseto the point where you wish, hope and pled ending your life could be faster.the things you've done for them, too many to countuntil the day you turn your back only to find them ready to pouncecomprehension is difficult, there are just some things you Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1125930690166207232005-09-05T22:21:00.000+08:002005-09-05T22:31:30.173+08:00hey!i finally updatedthanks to the few people out there who keep bugging me to updatehmmbut still i don't know what to update about.life's been pretty alright the past few weeksi won't say its been all greatbut i won't say that its been all bad toolife's full of ups and downs ehthings have been going kinda smooth latelyno bumps along the road.hmmi'm trying out this new song for my blogthe afters'Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1124721590207429432005-08-22T22:39:00.000+08:002005-08-22T22:45:13.490+08:00hey~!!finally i can update!!hahasomething's wrong with my windows explorer latelysorry to all those who actually read my blogespecially mich and phebs ehcause you two have been tagging me boardthanks~okoklet me start off with the weekend.highlight of saturday was definitely the CHOCOLATE BUFFET!!let's seei met mich at city hall mrt at 630then we made our way to the esplande just beside the Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1123849831310197792005-08-12T20:30:00.000+08:002005-08-12T20:34:53.086+08:00what a day. what a day. what a dayfirst i was going to get my MT O-level resultsthen after that i was going to sit for my english O-level oral examfollowed by our Passing Out Parade (POP)it was an eventful and emotional day i can tell you that much.well morning had lessonsblah blah blah4E/5N students went to the hall at about 11.45MT O-level resultsbefore that phoebe already sms me saying about Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1123562133773884262005-08-09T12:35:00.000+08:002005-08-09T12:41:19.793+08:00hi guys & galsits been a really long time since i last updatedyeahand people have been bugging me to updatewell peoplehere it is.well yesterday was eve of national dayhad celebrations in schooolannual parade was... argh...there's no word to describe itit was the worse annual parade everlike totally the worseit rained in the morning and so we had to do the wet whether programmethen after a while Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1121953247353488602005-07-21T21:22:00.000+08:002005-07-21T21:42:36.386+08:00happy racial harmony day!!21 julyit was a wonderful dayhad a great time.this year RHD program kinda boringno concert no nothingjust a ppt show and taking of photosthat took up like the reading period and the first period onlyfirst all the teachers took a photo on stagethen all the students who dressed up went on stagebut it was really messyin the end everybody who dressed up went to the parade Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1121612523042862532005-07-17T22:47:00.000+08:002005-07-17T23:02:03.050+08:00yeah yeah yeahi'm listening to electrico - "runaway" right now.so let me update todayfirst went to meet up with li fang at 230we took the same train and didn't even know ithad our lunch and left to catch chua's performancethe performance wasn't bad ehquite nice.after that both of us went to meet faisalbut after abit of walking around of coursethen we headed to suntec for dinnerafter dinner li Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1121529935403550582005-07-16T23:40:00.000+08:002005-07-17T00:05:35.473+08:00saturday!!had a great time out todayfirst went to meet mich at city hall at around 130have to study a while first you knowwe very hardworking peoplehaha =P.mich showed me where's the centrestagei finally know where it isits actually a few restaurants but they kinda have a common sitting areasomething like a high class food court ehbut we kinda scared to study therecause people eat expensive food Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1121437722700944172005-07-15T22:20:00.000+08:002005-07-15T22:28:42.706+08:00listening compre's finally overit wasn't as difficult as i thoughtit was managable i guessthe great thing about it was thatthe radio station played My Chemical Romance - Helena just before the examwowthe song really woke us up and we were all like mouthing the wordscoolness.as of today i have officially read all of dan brown's 4 bookshis books really interestinglods of twist and turnsyou never Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1121353659129090762005-07-14T23:00:00.000+08:002005-07-14T23:07:39.136+08:00today's just another daysame as alwaysi not feeling happy or sadsame as always.mr ng said something shocking todayduring a-maths lessonwe were going through exampleshe said that he noticed that usually on thursdays that i would make alot of mistakesi have no idea why tooand he's actually kinda rightsomemore thursday a-maths lessons are the last two periodswhereas for the rest of the weekhis Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1121084183870732812005-07-11T20:15:00.000+08:002005-07-11T20:46:39.343+08:00just another school dayuneventfulhad a chat with mr shahul during the reading periodhe was asking how am i and stuffthen we chat a lil biti'm ok i guessthat time even mrs cheong said that i seem less stressed out this yearthan compared to last yearweirdthis year's my Os right.the prefects are getting frustrating againbut who cares right.now i'm more concerned with the annual paradei'm really Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1121004803244740132005-07-10T21:49:00.000+08:002005-07-10T22:17:28.683+08:00musicits such an incredible thingthere are so many different kinds of musicand yetno matter what form it takesit still has the power to calm and relax the mindwhat type of music depends on the mindbe it themelodious notes of an instrumentalrough deafness of rock and heavy metalrhythmic sounds of technomeaningfulness of love songsor beat of R&Bit can release the mind from what stress it Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1120918340454166352005-07-09T22:03:00.000+08:002005-07-09T22:12:20.456+08:00i just finished watching a movie on channel 5"the wedding singer"i still find it damn nice no matter how many times i watch itit stars adam sandler and drew berrymorehope i spelled their names correctlysuch a sweet movieespecially the part adam sandler sings the song to drewi even downloaded the songand here it is on my blogenjoy"grow old with you"Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1120827145002374852005-07-08T20:30:00.000+08:002005-07-08T22:48:06.023+08:00today had the first npcc training in a really long timeand it was shi wee's and my first training as SIs =)mostly had annual parade rehearsalthis year npcc is the guard-of-honournpcc rock on man~!!gonna train hard so we can put up a way cool parade this yearsomemore cause its the last year for braddell-westlake.then i'm like supposed to be in the flag partyfirst, cause i'm experienced in the Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1120729274765029312005-07-07T17:34:00.000+08:002005-07-07T17:41:14.773+08:00arghi shall not talk about my MT oral today.yayness!!there's npcc tomorrow!!hahahaits been a really long time since we last had trainingbut tomorrow's training gonna be slightly differentthere's annual parade rehearsalyupyupannual parade's coming up and npcc's the guard-of-honour!!coolness!!and there's gonna be a flag partyway coolness!!and i'm inside the flag partyeven more coolness!!hahahawell Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1120564084443255322005-07-05T21:01:00.000+08:002005-07-05T21:13:52.030+08:00oncethere was a little boyhe was a naughty little boyhe fought with his sister oftennone the less, he had a loving and caring family.as i said, he was a naughty little boyhe usually didn't do his homeworkand even skipped school a few timesthat caused alot of problems for his parentsthey were often called to see the vice-principalhowever, even after all the troubles he'd causedhis parents still Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1120447151127279522005-07-04T11:16:00.000+08:002005-07-04T11:20:49.126+08:00hey guess whati just added a song to my blogit took me a really long time to do it kcause yesterday it was like one minute working then another it wasn'thehe.so enjoy the musicnow playingwayne wonder - hold me now.i'm going out study with mich & jun laterhope i can finish my workbleahx.P.S: if you can't hear it let me know kRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1120364085575364262005-07-03T12:02:00.000+08:002005-07-03T12:18:22.930+08:00yesterday was the carnivalits was quite ok i guessi really love doing the dj thingywas doing the fading in and out of songs and changing of cds all the way from 9-3the whole 6 hours was helping themdidn't get a chance to really walk aroundfor some reason i don't really mindbut i actually wanted to walk around a little bitoh wellits overbeing a dj is cool!!.mich & wei earn reached mua school at Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1120232003903507562005-07-01T23:12:00.000+08:002005-07-01T23:36:49.923+08:00damn it mansometimes i just wish that my father would get out of my lifeand leave me alonehe's so freaking sickening ya knowevery lil thing i do wrong he takes it out on meeven if its like small things that my mum or sis doeshe still takes it out on me cause most of the timei'm at home at his mercyhe even throws his tantrum on meits so childish and freaking irritatingwhat an idiothe's so Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1119874940670237702005-06-27T20:08:00.000+08:002005-06-27T20:27:09.283+08:00first day of school!!nothing exciting happenedlessons and stuffblah blah blahnothing much to blog about school.this saturdayi'm gonna be like helping read out the music dedications and stuffits for the carnival thingyhahacan't wait for it to comegonna be a "DJ" for a daylolthe carnival is from 9am-3pmto everybody reading this no matter what school you are fromyou are all invited!!please come and Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1119774832921398192005-06-26T16:26:00.000+08:002005-06-26T18:02:19.980+08:00school opens tomorrowits both good and badis it more good then bad?i don't knowwhat do you think?.i got a new layout!!and its the first time i actually changed my layoutthis will go down in historybleahx.actually other then that i don't have anything else to blog nowso i don't know what i'm doing here.michelle!!your 4 testimonials rock!i cant believe you can write that many for meyou wanna start Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1119500452861702202005-06-23T11:57:00.000+08:002005-06-23T12:24:13.706+08:00arghi need sleepi just woke up from my 4hours of sleepafter i came back from yesterday's stay over at woodlandsi reached home just before 8 and dropped dead on my bed.the day before i metcheng hui, siew ting, pei ting, wei ern, michelle and eunice at yishunhmmeunice looks kinda different from the photomaybe just abit?but she looks shorter in the photoor maybe michelle's just tall ehhahaha.we Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1119286410760057842005-06-20T23:59:00.000+08:002005-06-21T00:59:09.043+08:00ISLANFLIFE; LOVE IT!!.yeah!went to sentosa; 13 peepsgonna be my second time there this holidaygeoshua, willy, ivan, riduan, faisal, myselfjing qing, sabrinah, lisi, li jing, shi wee, hui shan, xue fen.morning went to meet geoshua, jing qing, sabrinah at bishanand to my suprise willy came!!but he didn't bring extra clothes and he wore shoeslooks like we gonna throw him into the waterhehe*evil Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1119105467981311302005-06-18T22:25:00.000+08:002005-06-18T22:40:11.700+08:00ESCAPE!!today went to escape with michjust the two of us yaif i remember correctly the last time i went escapewas like when i was P6lol.i met mich at city hall around noonthen we made our way to pasir risi only roughly remembered how to get therethings changed quite alot.now they use this card called a "funkey card" to get inthey got some new rides toowe went on quite a fewpirate ship, family Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1119010176341463962005-06-17T19:59:00.000+08:002005-06-17T20:11:29.790+08:00nothing much happened todayhad amaths lessons in the morningthen afternoon went to toa payoh safra to workmelisa got me a job!.i was helping her do belaying for some kidsit was from 1pm-5pm but mostly pri school kidsit wasn't that bad cause i guess i like belayinglol.the only thing bad that came from the daywas that my shirt kinda ripped abitsmall lil hole in frontit got caught in the Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1118560888391264022005-06-12T15:00:00.000+08:002005-06-12T15:23:24.860+08:00Saturday 11 June 2oo5.what a day!was out from morning till late night.went to meet samantha yeo at toa payoh interchangethen we left to meet the others at jurong east mrtlolwe were like late for 15minsand everybody was already there waiting for uswent up to the ice skating ring and it was quite packednot so badwe skated for quite long i guesstook some photos toonice~we left the ring at about Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1117946490746040702005-06-05T00:39:00.000+08:002005-06-09T23:58:05.890+08:00lsland life; love it!!hahasentosa yesterday was great!!.first went to meet siew ting, pei ting and yi junthen went to meet the otherssiew ting good sehfirst thing she see me she scold me for being late =/in the end one big group of us in the bus wentlol.first thing reached there put our stuff downwent blading with cheng hui and raymondthen after awhile wendy and gina joined uslolwendy kept Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1117359137186428362005-05-29T17:26:00.000+08:002005-05-29T17:37:05.000+08:00attention all Dan Brown fansguess whatthey're making The Da Vinci Code into movieits coming out around next year i think.and Tom Hanks is playing Robert Langdonseems that Dan Brown himself chose Tom Hanks to play Langdonthis movie is sure to make a very big fussCatholic churches sure aint gonna be happy.hmmi wonder who's gonna play Sophie and Silasits gonna be interrestingRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1117289123190863612005-05-28T21:55:00.000+08:002005-05-28T22:09:05.833+08:00went to catch monster-in-law todaywell if you ask meit aint worth my 9 and a half bucks.yeah!!my birthday's coming up in like 2 freaking more days!!and so are the MT Osbut who cares about that.i've been saving some money since the beginning of the yearand on monday believe it or noti'm sort of going shopping yeahanybody wanna join me?hahaSHOPPING~!!WEE!!.wait a minutesorrygirls shopi'm just gonnaRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1117136529764331522005-05-27T03:37:00.000+08:002005-05-27T03:42:09.770+08:00damni'm up again and it's already about three thirty in the morningthis is the fourth time this weekhave been having the same nightmare for the past weekdon't even know whyits freakythat's why haven't been sleeping well latelyhope they mean nothing and it blows over sooni've got to stop waking up in the middle of the night sweating like helland now i can't sleepbleahxRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1116726544341770162005-05-22T04:25:00.000+08:002005-05-22T17:24:28.696+08:00living in a house of hatredrunning away never returningscreaming aloud until my veins reach outa place i do not belong is a place i do not return to.just like villages separated by valliesor countries parted by an imaginary line of boundaryfruitless conflicts result in insignificant confrontationso let what pain and horrors happen from it power will be drawn.a home is no longer what it's supposedRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1116677169255789992005-05-21T20:04:00.000+08:002005-05-21T20:08:42.013+08:00damnmovie ticket prices have gone upnow its 9 and a half bucks on weekendsmovies are getting ex.star wars episode III was cool and sad at the same time"predictable it was" as master yoda would have saidthe movie was a little over 2 hoursabout 2 and a quater$9.50 gone for thatmoney well spent?i don't knowi'm starting to wonder if any movie is worth $9.50i sure do hope so.i've had time to do alot Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1116510179987544952005-05-19T21:42:00.000+08:002005-05-19T21:43:00.013+08:00yeah i'm back to blog again.nothing much has happened latelymy mind hasn't been in a fluxeverything's been really really quietthese are the uneventful days of my life.was reading my book today and was feeling kinda boredso decided to call eliciabeen a really long time since i last chatted with anybody on the phonewe talked about alots of stufffriends, feelings, emotions and familyit's the f-word Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1116230557952184472005-05-16T15:57:00.000+08:002005-05-16T16:02:37.956+08:00in the 5 periods before recessi've already gotten my results for 4 subjectschemistry physics e-maths a-mathswowthat was fast.my results are okay i guessi'm not happyi'm not sadi'm not disappointedi'm not gladbut i'm grateful with what i haveso i'll just take what i haveand let it be.to everybody who didn't do as well as you wantedi guess all i can say now istry not to be too depressed about it Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1116120304677489422005-05-15T09:13:00.000+08:002005-05-15T09:25:04.683+08:00i just heard this beautiful songits just so freaking nice yeahso relaxingJohn Legend - Ordinary Peopleand i just downloaded the mp3!!and i'm downloading the video right now!!hahayou guys wanna listen then i'll send it to ya.yesterday yesterday night which was i think friday nightsurprise surprisei stayed over at lun house againterence toothink i've been going there too many timesbut i don't wannaRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1115962691627587572005-05-13T13:30:00.000+08:002005-05-13T13:39:59.246+08:00if you dont like what you're doing to other peopleand you dont know what to do about itit so simplejust stop doing whatever it is to other peoplejust stop.last few days i've been in an okay moodi am not happyi am not sadi am not gladi am not angry.well i am just not anything right nowweird.chat with Irene last nightoh my godshe is so damn bloody freaking unbelievable chioIrene~!! come back~!!Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1115807188511816722005-05-11T18:25:00.000+08:002005-05-11T18:26:28.516+08:00if one cannot appreciate lifehow can one appreciate loveRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1115795021996600422005-05-11T14:55:00.000+08:002005-05-11T15:05:07.763+08:00understanding people is difficultsometimes you never knowwhat the other person is thinking aboutor what that other person thinks of you.sometimes you can never tuely knowif what you have donehas made that other person sincerely happyor that you have disappointed that person.there are some things we will never knowjust as sometimes, there are some peoplewe never really know what they are Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1115518027971289492005-05-08T09:58:00.000+08:002005-05-08T10:08:43.730+08:00there comes a time in our liveswhere we experience countless happinessbut there also comes a time wherechange takes it all away.change is inevitableit is something we cannot escapechange is something not everybody likesand that includes me.when many changes happen to somebodyand happy experiences become only fond memoriessome might become stubborn and hide from the outside worldnot wanting to Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1115477553073002912005-05-07T22:45:00.000+08:002005-05-07T22:53:43.346+08:00hmmthe last few days have been really interestingbeen going to lun's house to so call "study"but didn't do muchbut its a good place to destress.yesterday went thereme, li fang, lun, amanda, jie minfell asleep in the living roomslept on sofa and matresses.lun's maid rockslala is her namewe keep asking where's tinky winky, dipsy and pololand her cooking rocksmade french toast for us whenever we go Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1115101513166645672005-05-03T14:18:00.000+08:002005-05-03T14:26:36.170+08:00english paper 1 was disappointingi wrote out of point for the compositioni knew i was out of point but i still did iti don't know what i'm doingthe functional writing was irritatingtotally didn't know what to write.amathsneed i say anymoreturns out that paper 1 was mostly about sec 3 workwasted my timespent the whole the day yesterday doing differentiationdidn't come out except for one partnot Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1114866360956841492005-04-30T21:03:00.000+08:002005-04-30T21:44:28.780+08:00you said i have a black heartand they said you were rightwhat else is there for me to sayexcept forgoodbyeRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1114826987290332522005-04-30T10:07:00.000+08:002005-04-30T10:10:48.286+08:00just close your eyesyou might be suprisedit's beautiful you might findthat most of the timeit's beautifulRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1114523158552645852005-04-26T21:41:00.000+08:002005-04-26T21:47:28.763+08:00wow.i cannot believe how much people will do just to get attention.even when they already have friends and stuff.they still wanna attract attention of other people.and the things they do to get it.wow.salutes to them.its so freaky that it really make them look desperate.i did some really stupid things last year.so stupid that some people actually managed to find out about it.but this year is Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1114440808352086852005-04-25T22:52:00.000+08:002005-04-25T22:55:29.100+08:00as the moon stares at me.as the rain sings for me.as the wind blows me away.and as the music takes me away.guess what.my taste in music has changed for the weird.right now i'm kinda into techno.well, some kinds only.techno aint nice. i know that.but some songs i hear.they just take me away.they just keep my mind off everything.its wonderful.but illusions like this are only temporary.they can Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1114320869633465502005-04-24T13:27:00.000+08:002005-04-24T13:46:14.806+08:00time management.prioritising.work under pressure.stress management.some teachers just don't get it.we're teenagers. not working adults.fun.friends.great times.low stress level.studies.now that's kinda what we should be going through.but no. they just don't get it.they stretch their students way too much.just because the principal is like you know what i mean.doesn't give them the excuse to find Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1114185363053712192005-04-22T23:47:00.000+08:002005-04-22T23:56:03.053+08:00i suddenly realised i had alot of things on my mindso many things, too many things that it made me blindi'm lost and confused, i feel twisted and usedall that has happened to me is something i did not choosei was feeling really lost today.after speech day on the way back found myself wondering around.but it made me realise about alot of things.i realised that i had too many things on my mind.tillRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1114000419501160222005-04-20T20:30:00.000+08:002005-04-20T20:33:39.503+08:00boos. had a lousy day today.mrs teo you spoiled my day today. boos.mosquito you spoiled my day today. booos.filter funnel you spoiled my day today. boooos.macdonalds you spoiled my day today. boooooos.hope tomorrow is a totally new and different day.Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1113918566686319692005-04-19T21:48:00.000+08:002005-04-19T21:49:26.686+08:00Take your soul along for the rideand make each trip your crucibleYou might find that most of the timethis life is beautifulAll it takes is faith in the wayit sometimes seems impossibleClose your eyesYou might be surprisedIt's beautifulRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1113708915941260342005-04-17T11:25:00.000+08:002005-04-17T11:36:30.816+08:00you can close your eyes and never be lonelywhen you imagine of a place where you can be freeno rules or regulations and nothing to stop youa place where you can do whatever you wishbut does such a place really exist or is it just an illusion?the answer to this question can only be found in our heartsbecause even if it is just an imaginary placewe can turn it into reality if we truly believe in itRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1113565708636075732005-04-15T19:30:00.000+08:002005-04-15T19:48:28.636+08:00meet the parents session was such a waste of timemr ng said to my mum that everything was finein and out with record breaking speedspent more time filling a survey then having a seatbut one big question still lingers in my mindto go to poly or jc? when both sound finemaybe something i should ask myself before answering thatis whether i can get into a jc as a matter of factwhat profession i what Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1113480200127463462005-04-14T20:02:00.000+08:002005-04-14T20:03:20.126+08:00everyday everynight i wake and i sleepi'm wandering lost like a lil lost sheepsometimes i find myself in the middle of no wherethinking of nothing, i'm staring into mid-airmy life right now is kinda like a total messi won't blame it on school, and its not about stressbut for some strange reason i'm not in despairanyway nothing in this world is really that fairmy parents i'm not gonna talk about Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1113143226944592562005-04-10T22:26:00.000+08:002005-04-10T22:27:06.946+08:00damn freaking parents. go to hell and leave me alone. piss off.Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1113140075119007982005-04-10T21:22:00.000+08:002005-04-10T21:34:35.120+08:00what the hell man. i've been sick since friday. my fever's gone but i still have a headache plus i'm coughing and i have a sore throat. i've been coughing real bad lately. and surely enough. my father says to me, "rudy, you smoke ah." what the hell. who is he to say that to me when he's the one smoking in the first place. secondly, he just accuse me like that. he aint got no proof. and thirdly, IRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1112465048024453172005-04-03T02:02:00.000+08:002005-04-03T02:04:08.023+08:00this is for the class that rocks~!! FOUR-E-ONE~!!Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1112275721207761542005-03-31T21:31:00.000+08:002005-03-31T21:28:41.206+08:00last year you told an entire class saying that i had played you out.and even though i was really sick at that time i still pulled through.i have never ever played you or anybody involved out before.not yet.but now you are treating me as if i dont exist anymore.if thats how you want it then so be it.i cant do anything about it.you blame me for not doing my job properly when its because of my job Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1111237211118317332005-03-19T21:02:00.000+08:002005-03-19T21:00:38.760+08:00do you remember the day we met?but that was so long agodo you remember that night we got to know each other?but that was so long agodo you remember all the amazing walks we had?but that was so long agodo you remember all the heart warming chats we had?but that was so long agodo you remember the times we had and sorrows we shared?but that was so long agobut do you remember the day we parted?and Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1108560114133374372005-02-16T21:13:00.000+08:002005-02-16T21:21:54.133+08:00this is sad.my tagboard has become a place where some people have taken it way too far.what's worse is that they are too afraid to reveal who they are.anonymous. anonymous. anonymous.some people may thing that you are cowards.but maybe i deserve all this comments after all.if i'm really that bad a person, you have all the right to critisize.i cant do anything to stop it.nothing at all.Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1107923127879591522005-02-09T13:11:00.000+08:002005-02-09T12:25:27.880+08:00yeah~! yesterday was the cny celebrations. gt no lessons!! aft assembly went to cyberland. prefect dance rawk ya!! went thru the steps twice then went to change. everyone looked so cool. red & white. white & red. went down to d&t office to checkout the salsa dancers. also known as salsero. finally was time to go up to the hall. caught up with the prefects at the back. everybody was so cited aboutRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1107694651175679842005-02-06T21:01:00.000+08:002005-02-06T20:58:26.206+08:00i dont know what to do anymore. everyday i feel more lost and confused then the day before. everything that people say to me now are all meaningless. their words are all so empty. there was nobody when i needed someone and there's nobody now need someone. people say this and that. but they're all words. one teacher once told me that in any group or soceity or whateverm, the higher position you Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1106653038654378842005-01-25T19:34:00.000+08:002005-01-25T19:37:18.653+08:00if you understood me you would know what's going through my mind right now.
Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1106312885741561962005-01-21T21:06:00.000+08:002005-01-21T21:08:05.743+08:00hey people. missed me?
been awhile since i last updated.
so here we go.today is hari raya haji.
its supposed to be a happy day right?
dream on. it was horrible.
early in the morning i was still sleeping.
my dad slam the door open and starts shouting at me.
i forgot to pass my mum something and she was supposed to pass it to my sis.
i mum was goin to malaysia to meet her.
she left early in the Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1106135350280551022005-01-19T19:48:00.000+08:002005-01-19T19:49:10.280+08:00i cant believe so many bad stuff can happen on such a beautiful day.
Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1105107619736504262005-01-07T22:08:00.000+08:002005-01-07T22:20:19.736+08:00"The Reason"
Everyday and everynight I think about it
Why do I do so much and still get nothing out of it
People tell me i have the qualities of a leader
But what if i don't want it? Maybe its something i fear
I've lost the reason to help, lost the reason to care
Even after all i've done, to me, it's still not fair
Giving a person purpose, reason is something important
Getting back what you Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1105105005125568222005-01-07T21:02:00.000+08:002005-01-07T21:36:45.126+08:00"Responsibility"
Leader of the pack guiding the lost
You want to reject it but they're pushing you by force
Things feel so heavy like the weigh of the world
Friends will leave, always feeling very cold
People with heavy responsibilities usually have no friends
It makes you feel alone in the world where all are dead ends
It repels your friends out the door they go
To you, disgust, hatred and Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1104999490338235692005-01-05T04:03:00.000+08:002005-01-06T16:18:10.336+08:00friendships fly, friendships fade
do you remember the day that ours was made?
for a while, i was really close with you
pained and dreaded, now i'm shattered in two
of all the many good times we had
what i miss the most were secrets we shared
bestest of friends, in our actions it was shown
but to another circle, now you have flown
don't know what to do, i was so confused
what to do now, i'm leftRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1104766452453410302005-01-03T23:24:00.000+08:002005-01-03T23:34:12.453+08:00first day of school. bored. slow. i could go on.
mrs hay me form teacher. PeeWeeT!!
school. blah. blah. blah.
you get the drill.
its gonna be one hecktic year.
last year for BWL.
one year left to live.
damn school rules.
i'm a prefect so i'm not suppose to say that. but who cares.
hearing everybody saying about stress and stuff. 'O's coming and stuff.
heavy work load and stuff. home work and Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1104516837772905932005-01-01T03:29:00.000+08:002005-01-01T02:13:57.773+08:00booya. just got back from nation's countdown. peeweet! it rocks!! but this year there was no fireworks. think they scaled it down cause of da tsunami incident. but it was still a great party.
went with elicia & bernice. bernice also brought her bf & her sis. yup. 5 of us. when we reached there is wasn't pack yet. there were some dancers on stage and they were playing this really cool remis of Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1104412980452050672004-12-30T20:58:00.000+08:002004-12-30T21:51:26.826+08:00tmr new year's eve. dunno wad tu do seh. hw not even done. bleahx. 2005. its gonna be one hell of a year. prepare for all the crap and shit that's gonna come. for some reason i'm not looking forward to the new year. maybe its cause of what's happened in this past year. friendships burst like bubbles on a bed of spikes. trust disappears like leaves on a windy day. all of it just vanishes.
Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1103471527085276302004-12-19T23:51:00.000+08:002004-12-19T23:52:07.086+08:00do you like the new me??
Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1102429199021350832004-12-07T22:18:00.000+08:002004-12-07T22:19:59.020+08:00heya ppl... anybody interested in going nation's countdown.. i can get tix... let me noe ya....
Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1101788796356093432004-11-30T13:20:00.000+08:002004-11-30T12:26:36.363+08:00Savage Garden - Last Christmas
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone
Special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1101049946610474242004-11-21T23:11:00.000+08:002004-11-21T23:12:26.610+08:00"Although i'm always in front of you, i'm always at the back of your mind."
Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1100534202342599012004-11-15T23:33:00.000+08:002004-11-15T23:56:42.343+08:00hey ppl. selamat hari raya to all my malay peeps. maaf zahir dan batin. sorry for anything wrong i've done to you guys. ytd day hari raya. usual. same as last year. now every year is same routine. aft come back frm masjid. mum bring me n me sis go bukit batok. all my unties & uncles frm my mum side will be der. aft dat. meet my dad at telok blangah. meet unties & uncles frm my dad side. aft dat Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1099052440163700962004-10-29T20:07:00.000+08:002004-10-29T20:20:40.163+08:00its da last day of sch. got back my report bk tdy. i'm ok wid my results but i dunno. cant say it here. later my sister read tis i die. tdy jus tidy up class. throw lods of junk. aft sch played bball. long tym since i played. think abt a yer since i really played bball. ok i guess. floor wet.
jus now aft sch went mac first. though i'm fasting i really don't mind goin places wher dey sell food loRudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1098627331265703652004-10-24T22:02:00.000+08:002004-10-24T23:43:55.183+08:00to every single soul on this freaking world. lately everybody has been reli reli negative. its lyk da end of da world. so mua gonna jus write some stuff here. u ppl out there wanna listen or ignore tis its all up 2 u. i cant force u to do anything. most of da stuff r abt exams.
first of all. faisal. my lil bud. u worry too much. actually everybody i gonna tok abt does worry too much. i noe u Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1098282498982421732004-10-20T22:24:00.000+08:002004-10-20T22:28:18.983+08:00"Easier to Run"
It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something more
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I’ve kept locked away no one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show they never go away
Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they’ve played
(If I could change I would take back Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1098021793274551142004-10-17T21:56:00.000+08:002004-10-17T22:03:13.273+08:00"You're A God"
I've got to be honest
I think you know
We're covered in lies and that's OK
There's somewhere beyond this I know
But I hope I can find the words to say
Never again no
No never again
[Chorus]
'Cause you're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
That you would know
You're a god
And I am not
And I just thought
I'd let you go
But I've been unable
To put you down
I'm still learning Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1097672048524373352004-10-13T20:37:00.000+08:002004-10-13T20:54:08.523+08:00"Everywhere"
Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere
Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6055003.post-1095685468815334242004-09-20T21:05:00.000+08:002004-09-20T21:04:28.816+08:00i need somewhere i can open up. unfortunately, there's smth wrong wid my other blog. n i reli need ta write down my thoughts. tdy's been a reli crappy day. suddenly felt lyk everybody wans a piece of me. so many ppl telling me wan ta do. t'chers sch mates. now every morning is da same thing. go ta sch. put my bag in class. hearing everybody sayin abt hw tt i usually wont do. soon aft i'll haf ta Rudyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03404207072557093409noreply@blogger.com