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5:26 PM
attention all Dan Brown fans guess what they're making The Da Vinci Code into movie its coming out around next year i think . and Tom Hanks is playing Robert Langdon seems that Dan Brown himself chose Tom Hanks to play Langdon this movie is sure to make a very big fuss Catholic churches sure aint gonna be happy . hmm i wonder who's gonna play Sophie and Silas its gonna be interresting
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:55 PM
went to catch monster-in-law today
well if you ask me
it aint worth my 9 and a half bucks
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yeah!!
my birthday's coming up in like 2 freaking more days!!
and so are the MT Os
but who cares about that
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i've been saving some money since the beginning of the year
and on monday believe it or not
i'm sort of going shopping yeah
anybody wanna join me?
haha
SHOPPING~!!
WEE!! .
wait a minute
sorry
girls shop
i'm just gonna go out and get myself some stuff
hahaha
lots and lots of stuff
bleahx
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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3:37 AM
damn i'm up again and it's already about three thirty in the morning this is the fourth time this week have been having the same nightmare for the past week don't even know why its freaky that's why haven't been sleeping well lately hope they mean nothing and it blows over soon i've got to stop waking up in the middle of the night sweating like hell and now i can't sleep bleahx
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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4:25 AM
living in a house of hatred running away never returning screaming aloud until my veins reach out a place i do not belong is a place i do not return to . just like villages separated by vallies or countries parted by an imaginary line of boundary fruitless conflicts result in insignificant confrontation so let what pain and horrors happen from it power will be drawn . a home is no longer what it's supposed to be disfunctional, spoiled, broken it's a disgrace to even be related to them broken principles shattered morals corrupted values . their own personal demons they have unleashed salvage whatever that remained is a fortunate turn of events away from this demon's hole venture distances across like north meets north having absolutely no contact . it's about 4am right now something has happened that has always been predictable but for some reason i still let it happen i guess it was not for me to decide
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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8:04 PM
damn
movie ticket prices have gone up
now its 9 and a half bucks on weekends
movies are getting ex
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star wars episode III was cool and sad at the same time
"predictable it was" as master yoda would have said
the movie was a little over 2 hours
about 2 and a quater
$9.50 gone for that
money well spent?
i don't know
i'm starting to wonder if any movie is worth $9.50
i sure do hope so
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i've had time to do alot of thinking lately
and i have been thinking
you're right
i think too much
but it really makes me wonder alot
about alot of things
bleahx
lazy to write here
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on the way home in the mrt i noticed alot of families around
many of them with their children still young
for the parents i can't say much about them
they look drained, tired, saturated
i won't say anymore
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:42 PM
yeah i'm back to blog again . nothing much has happened lately my mind hasn't been in a flux everything's been really really quiet these are the uneventful days of my life . was reading my book today and was feeling kinda bored so decided to call elicia been a really long time since i last chatted with anybody on the phone we talked about alots of stuff friends, feelings, emotions and family it's the f-word i dread the most . was telling "elie" how much i dread some drama shows especially if its about family and stuff it'd get all my emotions in a flux damn fuck those shows . seems that now i go home to the same routine every single day after school i go home wondering if should i eat my lunch or not if not means no food till dinner cept some snacks then i'll be waiting alone at home for dinner to come home . elie seems to have a totally different story from mine but who am i to post it here eh . seems that i've had no feelings or emotions about anything lately not even about friends am i really that heartless? i hope not even though you seem to think so . friends hmm cliques are changing again we grow apart each day i don't even know why it happens but it happens . one thing leads to another and that another thing has made me realise something when people are in sadness i'm there but when people are happy i surely aint with them wow even elie agrees with that . hey elie next time you wanna try a 3 and a half hour chat call me okay my ear still hurts =X *hint hint* lol . by the way for everybody out there elie is short for elicia in case you were wondering who i was talking about see ya
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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3:57 PM
in the 5 periods before recess i've already gotten my results for 4 subjects chemistry physics e-maths a-maths wow that was fast . my results are okay i guess i'm not happy i'm not sad i'm not disappointed i'm not glad but i'm grateful with what i have so i'll just take what i have and let it be . to everybody who didn't do as well as you wanted i guess all i can say now is try not to be too depressed about it okay now have MT O-levels coming up so faster relax abit before 30th May comes haha 30th May *hint hint*
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:13 AM
i just heard this beautiful song its just so freaking nice yeah so relaxing John Legend - Ordinary People and i just downloaded the mp3!! and i'm downloading the video right now!! haha you guys wanna listen then i'll send it to ya . yesterday yesterday night which was i think friday night surprise surprise i stayed over at lun house again terence too think i've been going there too many times but i don't wanna disturb lun and his family especially since last few days he's been looking really tired bleahx better get your rest ok lun . yesterday just found out that vionita is really a typical gal who loves shopping to the core kinda like the total opposite of yina? i don't know but i know vio loves shoes & bags hahaha . P.S.: mich~!! i got a new song to share with ya!! haha
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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1:30 PM
if you dont like what you're doing to other people and you dont know what to do about it it so simple just stop doing whatever it is to other people just stop . last few days i've been in an okay mood i am not happy i am not sad i am not glad i am not angry . well i am just not anything right now weird . chat with Irene last night oh my god she is so damn bloody freaking unbelievable chio Irene~!! come back~!! haha well if you dont believe me just ask me lene, mich and cheng hui all agree she's chio lol she really has changed alot unlike me =( . i'm really bored now that exams are over i know MT O-levels are coming but i'm kinda sick of MT i just dont like it bleahx . so anybody out there or even YOU~!! YES YOU reading this now~!! go cathch a movie or something with me k haha somebody save me~! i'm bored
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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6:25 PM
if one cannot appreciate life how can one appreciate love
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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2:55 PM
understanding people is difficult sometimes you never know what the other person is thinking about or what that other person thinks of you . sometimes you can never tuely know if what you have done has made that other person sincerely happy or that you have disappointed that person . there are some things we will never know just as sometimes, there are some people we never really know what they are like because they hide their faces behind masks . terence thinks that i think too much well i think that terence is right i think too much about this kind of stuff that i think that's why some people are scared to befriend me . i've tried not to think so much but i just cant help it because some things never change it's in my blood
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:58 AM
there comes a time in our lives where we experience countless happiness but there also comes a time where change takes it all away . change is inevitable it is something we cannot escape change is something not everybody likes and that includes me . when many changes happen to somebody and happy experiences become only fond memories some might become stubborn and hide from the outside world not wanting to accept the change and move on with their lives . but what we should do is embrace it treasure all your found memories and adapt to change but whether the change is bad or good unfortunately it is not for us to decide . so whenever you feel that it's difficult to move on just remember that no matter what happens i will always be here to help you to you that's reading this right now . all you have to do is give me a call =)
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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10:45 PM
hmm
the last few days have been really interesting
been going to lun's house to so call "study"
but didn't do much
but its a good place to destress
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yesterday went there
me, li fang, lun, amanda, jie min
fell asleep in the living room
slept on sofa and matresses
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lun's maid rocks
lala is her name
we keep asking where's tinky winky, dipsy and po
lol
and her cooking rocks
made french toast for us whenever we go there
still cook rice and stuff
but the best is that
yesterday
we had laksa
yummy
so nice
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last night was at lun house about 3 in the morning
so its like "last morning"?
lol
me, lun, terence, chua
we fell asleep there
woke up like 7 in the morning
haha
sorry eh lun
your house is just so comfy
lol
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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2:18 PM
english paper 1 was disappointing i wrote out of point for the composition i knew i was out of point but i still did it i don't know what i'm doing the functional writing was irritating totally didn't know what to write . amaths need i say anymore turns out that paper 1 was mostly about sec 3 work wasted my time spent the whole the day yesterday doing differentiation didn't come out except for one part not one question only one part wow . anyway i think i shouldn't dwell on the past what's done is done ya gotta focus on other subjects tomorrow's geog gotta go study already think my geog book is collecting dust bye . . cheer up YOU
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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