last year you told an entire class saying that i had played you out.
and even though i was really sick at that time i still pulled through.
i have never ever played you or anybody involved out before.
not yet.
but now you are treating me as if i dont exist anymore.
if thats how you want it then so be it.
i cant do anything about it.
you blame me for not doing my job properly when its because of my job that i'm too damn busy.
i never wanted what i have now.
i never expected it to happen.
it was all just an accident.
something totally beyond my power.
you and your sworn rival pulling me from both ends.
and that big hive staring down on me.
why dont i just quit everything.
then you can get you two little helpers to do my job because i think i'm not doing it properly right.
sometimes i just get so sick and tired of this.
what ever i've done even if it was a while ago has never been truly appreciated.
i have never felt the gratitude you have given to the people of past years.
past years may have had a group of fun loving people and i'm just one person without anybody but i still do something to contribute.
i'm just up there as the name right.
i bet if you had the choice you would take everything you gave me back.
and i think at the end of the year you will.
i dont want it.
i never did.

do you remember the day we met?
but that was so long ago
do you remember that night we got to know each other?
but that was so long ago
do you remember all the amazing walks we had?
but that was so long ago
do you remember all the heart warming chats we had?
but that was so long ago
do you remember the times we had and sorrows we shared?
but that was so long ago
but do you remember the day we parted?
and that was so long ago


Somebody says i should blog about happy stuff. yeah. so why not. and by the way sorry for not updating. its been quite a while. yesterday was great. had the atf thing at ubin. bwl 2 man power. me & lun went. mr yong too. when we reached changi village it was still quite early. saw cat high. the boys in yellow. they got a new CI. look kinda nerdy. lol. then RI came. track pants high as ever. lol. saw da whitley gals. heh. they had 4 people. more then us. bleahx. and i though they only had 3 people in their squad. went down to the departure hall. new one. saw da gals from peirce. *waves* haha. they waved at me first. scareded me. meisy missing. think she didnt go. hmm. meisy gal. wher o wher are you. haha. anyway they were cheerful as ever. guanyang didnt come. not even a single soul. then saw the kcp gals. all in pinko. yupyup. pinky n da brain!! *inside joke* haha.

anyway there were 5 cycles for the entire day. hmm. think it was the double flying fox, intermidate challenge tower, advance challenge tower, duo tangela and some tunnel thingy. yupyup. it was F.U.N~!! went to da same group as lun. haha. cheated. but who cares. no CIs to control us. then mr yong told us something lame. =/

first up was the ACT. advaced blah blah. freaky man. so high up. then da wires so shaky. make my legs become like jelly sia. but it was damn nice. after that was lunch. omg. its damn slack lo. we there eating. everybody making so much noise. then eat for 1 hr plus. still got time to sleep some more. after lunch me & lun went to do da double flying fox. double coz two people can go at da same time. side by side. so i partner with lun lo. then we went up with da 4 whitley gals. haha. then there screaming like siao. they telling us to shut up but they themselves screaming. lol. it was scary ok. its like 8-10 stories high. they said it was da tallest flying fox in south east asia. how cool is that man. after that me & lun did the duo tangela thingy. had to partner up again. nvm. we rock. haha. whats da duo tangela you ask me. hmm. its like a giant ladder that wobbles and its about 3 stories high. and each step is jus a piece wood. to climb up needed to work together thats why had a partner. me & lun turn and up we went. whoosh~!! first and only pair to reach the top in less then 3 minutes man. power right. we were so cited about it. bwl only got 2 people but so what. we two can beat the rest~!! yeah!!

last two was the ICT and the tunnel thingy. did the ICT before in sec 3 atc. then at the tunnel thingy sammie's sista was there. mel. haha. shocked me when she called my name. i was like "mel? is that you?" then there she was laughing away. lol. went inside the tunnel. pitch black. but it was fun. (mel, i still owe you a dedication) haha. too bad the others didnt come. wasted. it was so damn fun and slack. almost no CIs went. they go there also do nth. and we get to try all those cool stuff. too bad for them.

but was damn shagged when i reached home. whole body aching sia. some more caught a flu at night. *sick* ended up i couldnt go for the malay workshop in school today. till now my arms & legs still cramp. got abit of rope burn too. bah. its worth it for yesterday. *tired*