this is sad.
my tagboard has become a place where some people have taken it way too far.
what's worse is that they are too afraid to reveal who they are.
anonymous. anonymous. anonymous.

some people may thing that you are cowards.
but maybe i deserve all this comments after all.
if i'm really that bad a person, you have all the right to critisize.
i cant do anything to stop it.

nothing at all.

yeah~! yesterday was the cny celebrations. gt no lessons!! aft assembly went to cyberland. prefect dance rawk ya!! went thru the steps twice then went to change. everyone looked so cool. red & white. white & red. went down to d&t office to checkout the salsa dancers. also known as salsero. finally was time to go up to the hall. caught up with the prefects at the back. everybody was so cited about it. ours was the 2nd item. that was quick. went to position. music started and everything just went into place. the dance was perfect~! flora helped me record the dance. thz gal!! PeeWeeT!! prefects dance rawks. even mr zaidi liked it. so many teachers said good stuff about. they didnt know that prefects could dance that well. hahahaha. mr lee, ms aw and even ms samsudin said it was great!! yeah~!

later went to change. my 2nd item coming up. salsa!! yeah!! changed then only had time to practice one last time. went to the hall. the gals were hot. PeeWeeT~! lol. the music came on and salsero was on. it was great. couldnt ask for a better performance. after the whole thing we took photos. lots and lots of photos. yeah! haha.

damn. i just luv to dance~!!

i dont know what to do anymore. everyday i feel more lost and confused then the day before. everything that people say to me now are all meaningless. their words are all so empty. there was nobody when i needed someone and there's nobody now need someone. people say this and that. but they're all words. one teacher once told me that in any group or soceity or whateverm, the higher position you are, the lonelier you are.

actions speck louder then words. we all hear people talking all the time. but have they really done anything.

fakers and liars. right in front of my face. acting nice to my face. stabbing me in my back. people who i can turn to none i have found. they either hate me or belong to somebody else.

i try to do good but people say i do bad. they never understand me. they're pissed at me. they thought i played them out without knowing all the facts. they didnt believe me when i really was sick. damn you man. i was freaking pissed at you. and now i still am.

you people judge things based on what is in front of you. you never even thought about asking me. it didnt even come into your freaking mind. damn you man. damn you. damn you. damn you. now you blame me for everything that goes wrong. have you even thought why she stopped being like me now. its because of the way you're treating me now. you people all suck. don't know how to help. only know how to help your own kind. i'm not talking about race or religion here. i'm talking about all that fcuking people.

some of you pretend to be close to me. just so that you could use me. throw all that to hell. your words mean nothing to me. you all may call me stuff to act close to me but actions don't lie. actions speck louder than words. all that words are all just bullshit.

i used to say that i always go from one circle to another but lately i don't even know where i am anymore. then it hit me. what circle am i talking about. its all bullshit. circles hate me. yes they do. oh yes they do.

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