tmr new year's eve. dunno wad tu do seh. hw not even done. bleahx. 2005. its gonna be one hell of a year. prepare for all the crap and shit that's gonna come. for some reason i'm not looking forward to the new year. maybe its cause of what's happened in this past year. friendships burst like bubbles on a bed of spikes. trust disappears like leaves on a windy day. all of it just vanishes.

yesterday was a horrible day. i'm to blame for the problems emerging between you two. i never expected that getting to know you better would affect the relationship you had with him. i just went to see your blog and i noticed that you didnt link me. i didnt mind it cause i thought you just forgot. its ok. and i saw his name. i had never been to his blog before. i dont even know him at all. but i went out of curiousity. what i read there i will never forget. it almost made me feel that i regreted meeting you in the first place. he even said that he felt weak against me. that really shocked me because you were always his and he was always yours. i'm really sorry for everything that's happened. i wouldn't blog here if i didn't mean it when i say i'm sorry. hope both of you will be able to forgive me. especially him even though i dont know him.

strange isn't it. asking someone you don't even know to forgive you. alot weird things have happened this year anyway. but the year wasn't all bad. a few good suprises here and there. some i'll never forget. enjoyed every single long chat i had with anybody. thanks alot.

well at least theres one piece of good news. the hospital my mum works at is sending a team of doctors and nurses to sri lanka. 10 doctors & 10 nurses i think. to help the people affected by the tsunami. and my mum is one of them. yeah mummy. you rock the world. hope no more people will die.

happy new year

do you like the new me??

heya ppl... anybody interested in going nation's countdown.. i can get tix... let me noe ya....