hahah..... had an interestin day tdy.... first of alll went ta cam 1 do da usherin fer da malay cluster thingy..... den 9.30 went ta see np.... see em take sergent test.... wl... me cannot take leh.... haiz..... den me was helpin mr yong & mr ng do da prize winners rehearsal.... at first at halll... den sft go down parade sq.... den was a bit drizzle.... so nvr use da box lo... den mr yong ask me go office take unbrella.... hahahh....den i over there holdin umbrella fer him.... so pai seh sia.... hahahhaha..... aft rehearsal went back ta hall see promotion test..... wee injure her leg.... (careful k wee...) den was lyk... alot ppl did v badly fer test..... den da CIs gave us a pin fer cumin ta NCO course.... lyk gift la.... den me n lun was lyk -_-''' at each other.... coz da pin ish da same tt we gt frm campcraft com.... hahaha.... somemore tt tym jie larp say onli campcraft com gt... hahahaha...... bluuff ppl onli arz.... after np open prefect rm.... cin, fred, nicol, pris, sam all came one by one.... den all slowly take blazer..... too big... too small.... den me all test em..... put ur hands lyk tis... lyk tt..... hahahha.... so farnie..... aft tt left fer plmgss.... ate at mac first..... reach there den saw one of da melissas...... hahah.... da install was quick.... but da best part was aft tt..... hahahah..... at first was onli 3 ppl sittin wid pris, sam & me.... den was lyk luffin & luffin..... hahahaha..... den suddenly almost da whole club was surroundin us.... jokin alot...... luff lyk siao.... haiyo... me dun even wanna say wad we did sia.... so farnie..... u wanna noe go ask pris or sam arz.... hahahha.... den found out tt we were da onli sch left there...... saw eunice again.... frm leadership trainin.... hahah.... yea.... but cant believe tt so many ppl were at our table sia.... somemore all ish gerz.... den me there onli guy... hehehehz...... den pris was lyk sayin stuff..... abt da gerz... tis n tt larz.... reach back sch saw police... dey say tt gt alarm go off..... coz somebody break in arz..... but actually was nicol dey all.... gt after sch close gt alarm.... den if gt any room open den gt ppl.... da alarm will go off de.... police will noe.... coz tt tym gt break in ba.... den told police tt was probably nicol dey all lo.... den left sch..... saw em at mac..... n went hm...... hahahha..... was kinda interestin dae...... esp abt da plmgss install-n.... hahahha........... so farnie..................

hi ppl... how ya doin?? tdy was v tirin jus lyk any other dae.... mornin tok tok wid mr shahul.... interact stuff.... gonna be kinda bz once it starts.... den found out had amaths test... on matrix.... hiaz.... lucky ish kinda ez.... v straightfoward.... so can do arz.... den after test mr ng still teach me go toilet....go toilet den saw staircase den go sit.... after sit go slp... lol.... me reli kinda slpt there fer awhile.... den heard guo dong cum out of class so chit chat wid him.... after tt slowly walk back ta class.... hahahah.... after recess  el... slpt thru.... pretended ta listen..... den after tt mr ow nvr cum class.... so me did hw.... at least weeked no hw den no need worry so much.... blasted me frenz discman..... den lisi aka SI tok ta me oso so difficult... hahahah.... after sch went fer lower sec prefect meetin.... tok dis n that.... nth much arz..... 4+ went ta help da malay peeps.... carry stuff.... cut stuff.... arrange stuff.... went hm so tired... tmr still gt another full day of stuff..... sometimes i feel tt i do stuff fer no reason..... i jus end up doin it fer ppl.... haiz.... cya ppl..........

every single day my life falls apart
always feeling that ache deep in my heart
stress has become my new found friend
i keep asking, "When will this madness end?"

a beam of light, a shrek of hope is hard to find
seems that the life i wanted will never be mine
everyday i wake up and think to myself
"why am i here and not in hell?"

i put on a mask before i go to school
so as not to reveal myself by tryin to act cool
my life is no longer in my control
all i want is somebody to hold

hey ppl.... these days are gettin worst.... ppl so bz.... gt no tym fer a social life anymore.... basically sch jus sux.... it reli does.... ever since she came things were nvr da same.... she's nt onli makin da sch peeps bz bt even da t'chers..... me've been tokin ta some of em.... jus chit chat.... lods of em r reli damn bz too.... mr shahul gt lods of stuff..... mr ng oso.... ppl gt so many stuff tt he cant haf many annual parade rehearsal manz.... mr lim ish oso freakin bz..... n ofcoz mrs goh ish ever so bz unlike a bee..... bzzz bzzz bzzz..... i'm lyk so fed up wid sch..... even da t'chers r..... can tell.... ppl gonna break down v soon... nt onli students but chers oso.... jus watch.... its gonna happen..... me once heard dis frm somebody.... "if you help too much people will become too dependent on you, but if you don't do anything people will think you're hopeless..." jus think abt it ya....

hey peeps... long tym me've nt update... been tryin ta catch wid father tym... oso kinda bz ya... so it totally sux... anywayz, tdy went ta sch lyk normal... same old borin lessons... listen ta ppl tok crap... den found out me nt marchin in contigent... hahah... so happie sia.... den after sch went ta see mrs hay... den we tok tok... in da end me oso helpin her do prize table fer annual parade.... she every year oso do prize table de... haha... pro le... den lun oso kana dragged in... mrs hay called him while mr ng teachin his class k... den mr ng dun believe tt mrs hay reli callin him... haha.... den slacked till 3.45 there.... listen discman.... den rehearsal me v slack.... walk here... walk there.... do nth de.... onli giv prize den jus stand there... hold thing... hahah.... soo all those in contigent so poor thing..... saw wei ning oso... hahah... gt lods of comments on MCs ya... hahah..... keep givin me weird faces.... after parade waited fer cindy & sam..... went ta mac.... been a long tym since we went there.... was oso wid wei ning..... den said lods of lame jokes.... luff till lyk siao.... den when wei ning sae wanna go hm.... her fren cum le.... so.......... we stay even longer...... luff even more... hahahhaha........... reach hm onli at 8.3o wor.... long tym nvr luff till lyk tt..... reli long tym.... kinda miss da way things used ta be..... now it may look da same...... but its totally different..... think dey oso feel it.... jus dunno y though.... haiz.......... me weird rite.... yea... me noe..... feelin kinda awkard rite now..... smth botherin me but me nt sure wad.... smths not Rite... CyaS...

 
gd lucks ta all da tchers who're gonna haf a wonderful experience wid their (soon) new born child.... mdm jasmine... mrs hee... mr ow...

heya peeps... haha... sorry so long me nvr update le... haha... kinda sianz... anw, tdy went cindy hse... she wanna cook smth fer us... met cindy & sam at ntuc... help em carry things... den after tt went ta her hse... haha... tok tok here dere... den went downstairs walk walk... explored her fridge... gt alot of stuff... haha...den she started cookin... haha... me go play wid celeste... we watch cin cook... haha... was acually nice ya noe... she cook speghetti (dunno how ta spell)... cook finish help ta feed celeste... haha... last tym ish benson feed now ish me... =P den eat finish le tok tok... her siblings ate oso... left at abt 8+?? dunno larz... nvr see clock.. haha... ~PeAcE OuT~