8:36 PM
science activity day was lame...
think me jus wasted 2 days after sch... ytd n tdy had science activity day... SAD fer short... n it was reli sad lo... so little ppl cum... den me experiment so pethetic... supposed ta be tis bubble bomb... mix 2 things gether den "boom"... some more minghon, priya dey all doin da same experiment... but theirs is better... louder "pop"... den do oso onli lky one or two ppl see... most of da time me do jus ta kill time... den breath in so much CO2... carbon dioxide me think... feel lky dying... coughing lky siao arhz... den tdy so bored me go blow up da plastic bag meself den use me hand burst it... so loud... much better sia... den slp slp oso... mrs hay oso lky wanna slp lky tt... lol... goin ta finish liaoz den suddenly ms kim cum den cant keep... must explain ta her... lky she dunno lky tt... den everybody tt can keep n go hm.. den mrs seah on her way up.. fed up liaoz... freakin late leh... explain explain.. den quickly pack up... after tt me go j8 walk walk... hai~ didnt feel lky goin hm.. so bored oso...reach hm at at 7.10...
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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2:40 PM
dance work 'o4 rox... met wid sam & cindy at abt 3.00.. wanta go ri see some carnival but it closin.. so we went j8 den sam ate.. onli sam.. lol.. wait fer her makan makan.. den da gerz sort of go shoppin lo.. haha... saw shafinah at mrt... she waitin fer pris n haqimah me think... anywayz, after da 3 of us... sam, cindy, me.. we go indoor stadium... saw nora dey all at kallang... take bus 11 dere.. lol... den tt sam arhz.. haiyo.. sms pris abt dunno wad... me dun wanna say anymore... jus tt 2 ppl dere kept takin her hp n check mess... she arhz... reach dere den went shop & save.. buy stuff... sweet lo... den me & sam so suprised... cindy nvr buy chocolate... instead she bought sweet.. whaha...after tt went ta que... north entrance... saw lene, shi wee.... den saw phua, ivan chua n keng keat... haha... so many ppl... but was still lookin fer carmen & xavier... onli both of em disppear duno go where... hmm.... haha... =P go inside lo den find our seats... wah.. second row leh.. but got so many ppl stand den we move a few rows up.. den end up sit in front mdm jasmine, ms samsudin, ms bariyah... lol... den haven start dey ask us fer sweet... lol...
den da thing start lo.. first got tis percussion grp den da comp start... all schs dance oso so nice... make me jealous onli... den wen braddell-westlake cum out everybody make so much noise sia... haha.. wah.. so nice.. den after all da dances when sayin da results tt part so scary... 2nd........... BRADDELL-WESTLAKE!!! AhhHHhh!!!! everybody scream lky mad.. haha... so happie... everybody was lky huggin each other... lol...
after da comp got party.. got we look fer mdm jasmine first.. coz need ta return da camera... but we accidentally exit den must go back up 2 enter again... hai~ haha... after tt met up wid mdm jasmine, ben, pris, diana... mdm jasmine, ben dey all takin da lorry back 2 sch... den pris join da 3 of us coz she live jus beside me blk.. lol.. we wanted ta go bk eat but so long que... wan 2 que can go n die arhz... haha... so we go marina square eat eat.. dere da bk oso close.. but lucky da mac open.. haha.. so we go dere tok tok.. den eat eat... haha... dunno wad time reach dere but left dere at abt 11.30pm... den at mac first pris parents call call... den sam parents call call... den mine... haiyo~... walkin at city link tt time cindy parents calll.. we were sayin tt all paernts are alike,.... lol.. take mrt den sam sot lo.. go take pics lky siao.. shoe oso wanna take pic... haha... sam got off at braddell.. *bye sam* den pris, cindy & me got off at bishan... cindy suppose 2 take 55 hm but she missed da last bus... late by 20 mins... lolz... she so poor thing.. so she must take mrt 2 amk den walk hm... some more me onli noe when me walkin hm half way lo.. coz she call me ma.. den duno she wanna take cab anot... lol... den reach hm at ab 12... reach hm me still on com go online... haha.. chat chat till abt 2+ den slp... haha... ~MuSiC iN mY sOuL~
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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11:41 PM
shuld nt haf done it... jus went 2 far... hope me didnt lose another fren... its lky a curse... since pri sch... me oways been wid diff grps of ppl each time... is lky fer abt a month or 2 me be wid tis grp den somethin happen till not frenz den another month of be alone... den fren wid another grp of ppl n so da whole cycle starts again... me notice tt some frenz are oways 2gether... so jealous... envious... lky lene, shi wee, carmen... phua, aik zhi, isaac... jing qing, linda, veron... faisal, sukri... sab, ifah, fiza... yam, pram, zunu... dey oways 2gether... sometimes dey argue but dey always get back 2gether... tt nvr happens 2 me... once a "frenship" is broken it nvr be tied 2gether again... tts y its reli lky a curse... some ppl may think me noe alot of ppl or alot of ppl noe me but none of em are close frenz tt will be dere fer each other even after frenships are broken and tied 2gether again... tt is my curse... tt is my life...
not gonna slp 2nite...
~cLoUdEd mInD... eMpTy hEaRt... dYiNg sOuL...~
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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9:33 PM
is lky so bz tis yer.. lky no time update blog le.. lol.. sometimes me got stuff ta do den me lky cant be bothered anymore... coz lods of stuff is lky pushed 2 me... dunno how some ppl can handle le...sorry nvr update so long... now hw lky oso heck care de... hai~... lookin fer a fren 2 be by me side... ~PeAcE OuT~
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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5:14 PM
da march holz cant be called holz anymore... every single day is filled up wid stuff ta do... onli left one free day which is da sunday b4 sch open again... hai~ tt sux... prefect camp comin closer lo.. scared got somethin go wrong.. got tis feelin till is lky somethin sure go wrong de.. lol... but dun even noe wad... mayb left out somethin or nvr plan properly... gettin nervous... anythin go wrong first person mrs goh come find is me... need ta run & hide.. AHH!!!!!
tmr got tis thingy goin on at singapore discovery centre... 5 peeps goin.. me, terence, jin hao, samantha & linda... sure abt NE thing de... meetin de others at 7.30 me think... den is lky whole day thing... tis holz so freakin tired... other day npcc camp me nvr slp at all... if u count 8mins as slp den is 8 mins lo... follow all da grps fer centry duty.. haha.. me mad lo... nvr slp.. den whole nite teach knots... goudong oso.. but he so tired so he slp at 3.50... den need wake up at 5pm... everybody so slpy... during BSS & drills tan was so slpy sia.. his eyes all red... den all da CIs slpin in da np rm... me, jon, leslie doin da BSS... den is lky if me nvr do anythin sure slp de... break camp at abt 6... reach hm straight slp.. wl... my father somemore go order pizza hut den me go slp... hai~ but slp fer 15 hrs... lky not enuf lky tt... next mornin... yay!!! still got pizza left... hehez... eat eat den tired again... haha...
prefect camp tis thursday... NOTE: camp fees change to $5.50 lo... so pls bring another $1.50 on da day itself... thks... (to all prefects)
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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8:03 PM
hai... bloddy rain.. 2day da sports heat... me goin fer long & high jump... rainin again... is lky every yer our sports heat will rain de.. den think nathan got new spikes so me borrowed his old ones.. but onli got one spike on da right shoe so abit weird weird lo... wait n wait den finally da rain let up abit... so dey start... but high jump postpone coz its reli wet lo... nvm still got long jump... da gerz go first.. but after da gerz finish it started ta rain so freakin heavy again...den mr lim postpone da heats lo... hai~ make me com fer nth de... den da 800m gerz arhz... ana & cindy run till lky wanna die le... one cramp one vommit me think... den got long long story... lazy type.. haha... reach hm soakin wet... ~PeAcE OuT~
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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8:20 PM
tiring wkend... been showin da camp com da amazin race... some more me haf ta go both days coz some cant make it on sat... leg freakin pain.. dunno how ta jump fer tmr heats... wads worst is tt me haven even touch me hw... dunno how me gonna finish it... is lky so many stuff happenin in sch den so many changes oso... cant take it... jus wan time 2 stop... even if its jus fer 5 mins... it will still gib me some peace... even better.. me wan all me probs ta go away... or if me could run away from all of tis... jus cant take it anymore... somebody jus take me away... jus wanna run away... ~PeAcE OuT~
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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8:21 PM
u noe those snag bands... ppl sayin abt tis n tt... rumours n stuff... if u break somebody's snag band tt person suppose ta haf sex wif ya... but me dun believe such crap... me jus found a gd thing abt da band... its great fer destressin... all u haf ta do is snap one...
so much stuff goin on lately... sometimes me cant even remember some of em... is lky stuff pullin me in all directions n me jus dunno wan ta do... n doin da stuff is so freakin hard... changes here.. dere... everywhere.. den other ppls shedule kinda makes it diff ta get 2gether... is lky when one person is free.. da other is not... sometimes u cant even get anybody... worst of all things dun go ur way all da time... so u haf ta adjust n tt can coz u ta haf alot of new prob u haf ta handle wif... not onli da extra stuff bothers me... even da normal stuff lky hw n goin ta sch me haf probs wif... frenz can gib pressure... speakin of frenz.. now me dun even haf time ta go out wif frenz... me cant even remember when was da last time went out wif me frenz fer da whole day n enjoyed ourselves... den deres da family prob.. hai~ dun wanna tok abt it now...me see ppl havin other ppl their close wif ta count on... me dun reli noe hu i'm close ta... me noe tt alot of other ppl haf lods of probs but dey still do okie... mayb its coz dey haf ppl dey can count on... even somebody ta wait fer u n go hm wif u at da end of da day means alot... especially after a frustratin day... jus feel lky givin up... ~PeAcE OuT~
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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5:34 PM
wassup peeps.. long time ne update... me jus came back from da lower sec heats...glad me went dere... made me realise lods of stuff... saw ppls true colours... amazin how much ppl can act jus tt get attention... some ppl dun reli run tt hard den at da finishin line dey "fall" lky they're injured... attention seeker... some act so much... dey lose den slam da baton on da floor... haiyo... haha... but some ppl must look up on em... ppl lky nicholas... wah run so much so long still so fast... haha... wish me can run lky tt... 2 bad me so slow... den after da heats heard so many ppl sayin lky "wah.. if i had tis or tt i sure run faster wan"... den some ppl look dn on others... no respect fer ppl... dey jus ppl tryin ta save face... realised so much stuff 2day... dun feel lky sayin anymore... later ppl cm find me arhz... anyway me oso think tt me lky ta critisize ppl... dunno y.. might be me nature... but me hope me can change... cant wait fer me heats on monday... ~PeAcE OuT~
the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]
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