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Tuesday, December 30, 2003

7:46 PM
taday had prefect meetin in sch... discuss abt first day of sch n next yer stuff... yeah!!! me in camp com again... haha... so happie... den next yer mrs goh will be incharge of both campus prefectorial board... mrs teo no more... yay!!! haha... after e meetin me went bowlin wif twt they all... got new high score... 154!!! yeah!!! so happie... first time me got a double strike... feel tt me bowlin gettin better... haha... =P hope can go npcc tournament next yer... me start trainin lo... haha... actually wanted ta watch movie but no haf... so change day lo... reached hm abt 4 - 5pm... tis friday sch open... BTW, ALL PUPILS IN ALL LEVELS TO REPORT AT CAMPUS 1 CARPARK fer first day of sch... ASSEMBLY WILL BE DERE... haha... so many classes in one carpark... even worst... in one hall... me dunno how all e classes gonna squezz in e hall... haha... me reli cant wait fer sch ta open... ~PeAcE OuT~

P.S: friday assemble at campus 1 carpark... FOR ALL LEVELS...

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

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Monday, December 29, 2003

8:17 PM
taday.......... i did nth.......... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

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10:25 AM
looks lky me not goin out again taday... wonder if it's gonna be lky tis everyday......... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Sunday, December 28, 2003

9:27 PM
did nth much taday... borin........... tmr need ta go me frien chalet give somethin... findin somebody ta follow me... seems lky everybody has their own friends... now me cant find anybody... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Saturday, December 27, 2003

9:45 PM
jus now went ta watch sch of rock... freakin nice show... farnie... wish sch was lky tt.. den no need ta study... (lky tt will ever happen)... other den tt me didnt do much taday... still lookin fer ppl ta go bowlin wif me... other den tt... nth else... lifes a bore... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Friday, December 26, 2003

8:30 PM
whoa... taday went ta see e npcc bowling finals... our sch gerz team got 4th... yipee!! saw em play... can still win wif an injured hand... got free lunch some more... hehez... den zhao de... jonathan... fiona... took part in CIs n officers tournament... zhao de got 8th... haha... he reli gd leh... better den me... after everthing.. we all still go play some more... 5 games... played lky shit... play wif zaho de n jon make me feel so small... they so gd... highest score was 124... lowest was 40 somethin... i think... so big diff arhz... but first time me got so many strike... usually onli got abt 1 or 2... tis time got al least abt 4... hehez... hope me next yer can join e competition... me gonna start practicin from now... hehez... wish me luck... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Thursday, December 25, 2003

4:55 PM
wad the... somebody jus commited suiside from a block next 2 mine... some guy jumped... some more he jumped on xmas day leh... 2day supposed ta be a happie day... tis is lky e second time somebody has jumped near my hse... abt a yer ago e same thing happened... at e exact same spot... weird huh... smashed thru e sheltered walkway... thinkin abt tis 2 jumps kinda makes me think tt jumpin may seem better ta some ppl den facing their problems... taking tt leap of faith... ur problems dun even exist... or shuld i say tt you dun even exist ta face ur problems... but it reli makes me wonder... i ever felt lky jumpin b4... i mean... hu doesnt rite... but wad does it reli feel lky ta actually do it... any regrets... hu noes... but jumpin will cause all his loved ones ta be hurt... but wad if u dun haf any luved ones... does tt mean its okie ta jump... mayb tts y its always important ta tell e ppl around u tt you always luv em... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

9:23 AM
hey wassup ppl... sorry fer not updatin me blog fer a long time... since e sl camp me haf not been hm... yea.. got some stuff happenin outside so did stay hm... n its already christmas eve.... wow... so freakin fast... anyway me think me gonna tell ya wad me did... haha...

monday 15 december 2003
first day of sl camp... me was so freakin excited... me grp was kinda okie... we all went ice skatin in e mornin... me tot it was e one at jurong but turned out 2 be e one in kallang.. was actually kinda disappointed.. but nvm.. at least its still ice skatin... haha... skatin was fun... me was e first on e ice... suddenly e ice started crackin.. dunno y... kinda scared me... but after a while it stoppd... once everybody got on e ice was when it got interestin... ppl were fallin down everywhere... wasnt 2 bad... at least me taught nathan.. gwyneth.. geogia.. n some other ppl some stuff... me luv skatin e most... after we went back ta sch... had lunch... den there was e telematch... it was ta decide hu was ta go first fer e amazin race e next day... me grp came in 3rd... not bad...

tuesday 16 december 2003
amazin race day... leavin at 9.15... ended up leavin late... nvm... hu cares... e first part was e same as last yer but it was longer... after we went ta places lky chinatiwn.. little india.. n e botanical gardens... we went ta new places lky mt fabber... world trade centre... esplanade... bugis.. n changi village... me grp final position was 4th.. but it doesnt reli matter... at least we finished e race... haha...

wednesday 17 december 2003
last day of camp.. went fer dragon boat... split into 2 grps... me dunno y but e boat me was in kept goin faster den e other.. i dun mean ta show off but its reli true.. haha... think it was coz ramat was on e boat i was on... hehez... went back ta sch all wet... after e camp... me went ta mac went some other peeps... cindy.. sam.. tonglai.. lenny.. zixian... was freakin farnie there... me kapt makin fun of some ppl there... haha... stayed there fer quite a long time... so much fun in e last 3 days...

thursday 18 december 2003
after 3 days of fun its time ta train... fer me campcraft com... is trainin was fer onli those hu had ta light e pressure lamp... after trainin... met up wif me sista... had ta get somethin from her... den we went ta meet up wif e others at mac... ta discuss at e sec 1 orientation fer e open hse... e sec 3s did most of e tokin... mr yong was dere oso... cant wait fer sec ta open... n e orientation...

friday 19 december 2003
competition day... went ta sch early fer one last pratice... den took a bus ta peirce sch fer e comp... saw lods of me friends from atc... e gerz came in 1st... but e guys nvr made it ta e finals... at least e sch won somethin rite... after e comp eveybody rushed hm... didnt noe where ta go so ended up goin hm alone... saw peiru.. alicia again... tis evenin oso had ta rush fer somethin... me was stayin over at jie min chalet... met em at abt 6.30 tt evenin... everybody was late... her chalet was so near e beach but we had ta walk a long way... nice place... reli reli big... played e whole nite... onli slp at abt 5am...

saturday 20 december 2003
woke up at 8am.. couldnt slp... jie min n johnson didnt slp at all... wow... den we all went ta e ntuc there ta walk walk... went ta e arcade there... there was even a place where ppl could rent usin an x box fer an hour...e place was so confortable... after e arcade went bowlin... tt was when marilyn came... after bowlin some ppl got separated... dunno how... some of us went back ta e chalet... we walked by e beach... was freakin nice... so windy... me... marilyn.. amanda.. eddie... decides ta go ta e arcade there... e rest wanted ta prepare fer e barbeque... after e barbeque.. jiemin n some guys went ta some concert.... some of us didnt go... so we went hm... took our time... played some more... haha... once me reached hm i immediately fell aslp... next day was goin fer amanda chalet...

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Monday, December 15, 2003

6:36 AM
whoa... taday's da day... camp day!!! 3days gone... cant slp yesterday... kept thinkin abt e camp... haha... cya peeps... dun miss me!!! ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Sunday, December 14, 2003

8:03 PM
taday went went out alone... yet again... so bored at hm... nth ta do... went ta ps... bought some stuff... den me walk walk here... dere... everywhere... saw ying larp.. jie larp.. desmond sirs again... haha... they didnt look 2 happie ta see me... hmm??

tmr me got sl camp... yippe... me cant wait... 2 excited... didnt reli care wad grp me in... as long as me can go... gtg... need ta pack me bag... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Saturday, December 13, 2003

9:03 PM
waliao... freakin tiring day leh... mornin got npcc... den rainin.. yipee.... haha... so we had station games... 4 stations... if one do wrong must go back ta start... each station must do somethin abt campcraft arhz... station 1 must do e frama fer e dustbin... station 2 is bow line n tanga loop on e tent... 3 is lashing... yay... me manage ta do all tis in me first try... last station was so freakin diff.... need ta memorise 15 stuff abt campcraft... some more onli given 1.5 mins... fortunately, me oso did it in one try!!! haha... me was e first guy ta complete everythin.. so happie manx... after rain stop we pitch tent... so muddy leh... got mud inside my track pants n me oso dunno how it got dere... after trainin went ta mac wif jon, jeremy, isaac... we tok alot of crap abt np... atc all tt stuff larz... den me was feelin kinda disappointed lorz... coz me actually suppose ta go me cikgu hse... but end quite late... some more i so smelly... (sorry peeps...) ta all e rest out dere... if ya wanna come support us at e competition tis friday... u can come along... jus be at sch at 6.50... around tt time can liaoz... in e evening me went ta ps... me mum bought e bag i wanted... yeah!!! so happie... den now me cant wait fer monday camp... first ay go ice skatin liaoz... haha... booya... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Friday, December 12, 2003

8:26 PM
whoa... taday was an okie day... had sl meetin at sch... me in sharil grp... cougar... okie arhz... cant be picky... after e meetin played bball wif phua, muhd n tong lai... man i suck at bball... i mean.. i knew tt i sux... but i reli reli sux at it... haha... after tt went ta j8 jln jln... saw amanda dere... again.... haha... on me way back saw alicia... she n 2 other gerz... they were supposed ta meet tis guy... they met at irc... but they think he kinda ugly izzit... dunno larz... asked me ta help em... but dunno wif wad... haha... went hm think abt e sl camp... me cant wait fer it... gonna luv e first activity!!! ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Thursday, December 11, 2003

8:53 PM
hmm... taday went bowlin wif phua, isaac n eddie... farnie manx... isaac bowlin freakin farnie... n since we were lky e onli ones dere... we luffed our heads off... played 2 games... after tt went ta da arcade dere... kinda lame... all e games dere were borin... cept fer tc3... so me mostly watched e rest play... while phua n isaac were playin tc2, me got a free game playin crisis zone manx... completed 2 stages... died on e third... haha... not bad fer me first try... after tt went jln jln at city link... da hmv dere is lky freakin small... da animation section has lky onli 2 cds... haha... listened ta da new blink 182 cd... kinda okie okie... dun think me gonna buy it... after tt went ta j8 arcade... play tis n tt... eddie wan me ta teach him tis game... lky small kid lky tt... saw amanda dere... den me played tt stupid game... somethin happened... (ask eddie or amanda if ya wanna noe) haha... after tt me when home... saw sue at e bus interchange... hey... she's lky freakin chio leh... she oso looks kinda sweet... dunno how many times me said it... haha... tts all folks... ~PeAcE OuT~

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

8:47 PM
weee.... went ta watcha movie taday... brother bear... at ps.. whoa... nice movie manx.. farnie.... luffin our heads off... den oso had lods of meanin... great movie... had lunch at bk den go jln jln... saw joanna n sook har... expected em ta go arcade... but nvr see em dere... they say they onli jln jln... dun believe... haha... den went scopin fer a bag... saw tis bag at dunno wad shop... freakin x.. but freakin nice... gonna ask me parents but dun think they'll let me but it... hai... hopin fer e best....

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

9:01 PM
ever wondered y u exist... wad makes you urself... wad is ur proof of being hu u are... some ppl may not understand but its lky wad some other ppl haf been thinkin abt... can tis qns be answered...in life is lky nvr fair... some ppl jus cant be bothered till the jus think abt themselves onli... and when some other ppl give in they are taken advantage of and left in e dirt... opportunities are always given ta those hu don deserve it... ppl are more materialistic and always depend on looks... ppl wif lods of friens are those hu are gd lookin but sometimes dun even haf a heart... they make those gd few suffer and create hatred... till we haf absolutely no friens and till ppl wont even look or tok ta us.... plus its jus e beginnin... some ppl oso expect u ta do everythin fer em.... lky a servant... they'll onli help if they wanna look gd in front of others... even when its somethin important... they dun reli care... ta em.. everythin is abt em... e world revolves around em... i noe tis kinda ppl..........

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

8:49 PM
another borin day... mornin got trainin... after tt me, fsl, isaac n chan went mac tok crap... haha... we tok lods of crap... luff a lot oso... haha... den went ta look fer me bag... still cant decide which bag ta buy... i wanna find a reli nice bag....... hai......

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Monday, December 08, 2003

8:03 PM
crappy day... got ppl tellin me wad ta do day after day... hate it manx.. think wad i ur servant izzit... smoke you... so pissed off... fed up so me left hm... went ta scope out fer me bag... me wanna get a new one coz me old one's all torn up... sux manx... me luved tt bag... was out e whole after noon... came back wif no mod ta do anythin... went online... den some jerk started tokin ta me... hu cares... me nvr reply... listened 2 me discman full blast... while rechargin some more... tt was e best part of e day........ luv it..... rok wif it........ rule it........

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Saturday, December 06, 2003

4:51 PM
hai... spent e whole day 2day n yesterday in bed... freakin high fever... 39.2 manx... tts seriously high... head still hurts... dizzy dizzy... but i dunno if i'll die of tis sickness or boredem... stuck at hm wif nth 2 do... feel so lousy... cant stand it... cant even slp... can onli stare into my room ceiling... dunno when i'll get well.......... hai.........

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Friday, December 05, 2003

12:10 PM
i couldnt slp... woke up at 5.30 feelin kinda weird... i'm sick... hai... drank some water... me body temp was siao siao... both hot n cold... was shiverin... didnt noe wad 2 do... stayed awake till 6 den me told me mum tt i wasnt feelin well... gave me med... den asked me 2 slp... but me still woke up every hr... 7am me mum was gettin ready fer work... 8am she left fer work.. 9am nobody was hm cept me... 10am nobody hm cept me... 11am nobody hm cept me... feelin extememly hot n cold... went out of me rm.. slpt till 12nn on my sofa... was feelin irrtated... i didnt lky 2 be sick... felt so useless... n weak... it was lky i couldnt do anythin... took so much energy jus 2 walk around me hse... cant go out 2day... looks lky i'm gonna stay hm e whole day... lucky me didnt plan 2 go out some where... even though i was asked... dont wan me friens 2 be sick... hope they enjoy theirselves....... [SiCk]

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Thursday, December 04, 2003

9:07 PM
yozzy... 2day had np.. hai.. so tiring... dun wanna tok abt tt... den after tt me went dentist!!! fix my tooth arhz... now look lky new... haha... feel much better... after tt met up wif pjh & e rest went bolwlin at marina... but in e end we lky spent most of our time at e arcade... lollzz... me & eddie completed TC3.. (lame) den saw pjh play ddr.. haha.. so farnie... amanda & marilyn expert leh... me looked so blur when dey were playin it... den onli me, pjh & eddie bowled... waliao eh.. dey pro some more... got strike... me was lky dun wanna play... after everythin we went back... fergot wad time but hu cares... nobody cares... tts e prob wif tis world... nobody cares... dotx...

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

8:26 PM
whoa... sorry peeps fer not writin fer quite a few days... me been feelin quite down... *hai* so no mood 2 write.. anywayz, 2day me went out wif isaac n fsl... first went sch ta get e sl camp kit list frm pjh... me lost mine... he was havin trainin den marilyn n amanda was dere... marilyn brought her bros board so me tried it... haha... almost fell.. alods of times.. haha... feel lky buyin one fer meself... after tt me meet up wif isaac n fsl at entertainment... watched looney toons... stupid show... onli some parts farnie... but e storyline sux... went arcade... play play... won fsl at daytona.. hehez =p (nvm... can try again fsl...) went hm... rested manx... whole body achin... frm yesterday npcc trainin... my elbow pain lky wanna die... got flu some more... *hai* ate dinner den slpt... so tired...

the shadow of transcendence is beautiful......∂]]

::::::::::[[Íŧ’ş βέãųŧ¡₣ûŁ]]::::::::::

shadowy wishes

my own computer
sling bag
shoes
new furniture for my room
black eyed peas cd
new clothes
electrico cd
the afters cd

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best viewed in 1024 X 768 resolution. a brief history about the author pertaining to the theme of shadow of transcendence. it came about in the wee hours of the early morning while being whisked away into memories of the past etched deep within the mind. bittersweetness that tingled the tastebuds of his emotions and feelings, the only way out for true liberation from this reality is what is behind the shadow of transcendence; suicide. the taste of iron-rust blood coiled with the lingering bittersweetness is the only contemplation of which the simplicity of life has to offer in exchange for the shadow of transcendence. made in the heavens through one creator, an angel borne to serve man; fell from where it belonged to earth where its purity shadowed by boredom and nohing better to do.

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